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august '10. :)

after it all, i am still stunned that i got an all star award.

you'll never know how much. (:

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today. was. just.. fuhh.

awesome in a way.  KFSPP.  bee-jay bahaya girls, you guys did VERY VERY WELL.  :)
and to our awesome goalkeeper, catherine, good job!  i'm so proud of you cause you had a clean sheet!  bruises, blisters and all, you did GREAT.  looking forward to the next year with you goalie-ing for us!

all in all, i think everybody enjoyed themselves. 

to my fantastic girls, KEW PEI LI and AMELIA LIM, thank you for being there for me.  i love our chemistry and it's been great playing with you girls.

....

darn.  now i feel sad.  like REAL sad. next year is gonna be a tough year.  no more pei and amelia. no more tania and cindy. i can't imagine.  goodness.  i'm gonna miss playing with you girls, it's was awesome while it lasted.  ♥   hope it won't be the last time we play together.  

getting cramps just when you enter the court, and running out again screaming CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP is quite interesting no fun.  cause that means you sit out and don't play your last match.  ISH.

bee-jay girls got GOLD.  and that was our aim.
coach penny,  i hope we made you proud.  =) 

we won it for the guys.  (:
and i bet we made our club very proud too.  =]

"ming hwee: last but not least, the other all star forward goes too.. ZOE CHOW!
 
*applause. 
 
me: *stunned.."

Thank you, God for giving us this victory.  It's all YOU.

don't.go.

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suddenly.  i have writer's block.  don't know what to write about. hm.  

they say everyone's beautiful in their own way.  i  believe it's true.  caus ei believe God created everyone specially.  Amen?

yes i don't feel all that beautiful.  well, right now at least.

been busy lately. very. every week seems like there's something on. every week seems hectic.  
si ka beh si liau le. 

oh wells.  signing off now.  

choir practise, floorball training, prefect's meeting, national day celebration, kfspp .. EXAMS.  darnit.

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Finally.

Now that i am, and have proven to myself that it's not impossible, next target..  60

50.  :D  mom was like, please la no way. pfft, can la.  xD  woots.

*All this is done just to remind myself that i don't care what others say, that i don't care about their opinions regarding my outer appearence.  Cause i'll guard my weight as i like.  I'll go even to 60.  Bah,

Who are you to tell me that i should lose weight and all?  BOO.  
*coughboeycough*

ANYWAYS, these few weeks have been pretty taxing. Percy Jackson series  (Y) 

Oh and WK, no way am i gonna go to 45kg. LOL
Please don't crap here about beauty pageants ah.  I'd rather go kait a fly.  :P
They're so not my style.  xD

People make you or break you.
But they shouldn't.

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Pixie Lott - If I Changed.

*Spoken with brittish accent.  :)
- What's the matter with you, you seem so sad? Didn't he take you to the movies? 
- I just don't get it.. He says I'm not this enough, he says I'm not that enough.. Why can't he just like me the way I am? 

Chorus: 
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more? 
If I came to you, would it be different, than before.. 

Verse 1: 
Don't wanna let get go but you've got to know,
what you're asking o me is impossible,
it's up to you if you want to see this through and take me as I am. 
(Do it do it do it my way) Take me as I am (Do it do it do it my way) 

Chorus: 
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more? 
If I came to you, would it be different, than before.. 

Verse 2: 
If I did it your way, you should say I would,
it wouldn't be me and you'll see me unhappy,
someday you should understand the way I am.. and take my way. 
(Do it do it do it my way) And do it my way (Do it do it do it my way) 

Bridge: 
So if changed for you,
it wouldn't be good so I guess I should ..
Change you.. 
(Do it do it do it my way) Changeeeeee you!
- Cos I'm gonna replace ya baby (Do it do it do it my way) 

I Cant hate you any longer baby - This mess wont make are life stronger .. No No No No No gotta move on, with or without you .. yeahhhh.. 

Chorus: 
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more? 
If I came to you, would it be different, than before.. 

(Do it do it do it my way) My way baby (Do it do it do it my way)

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- KY EYEBROWS.  AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHH.

- "move aside, linken rolling through! "   

- turgid butt.

- 260! and counting.  :)

ken ken you amuse me.  xD

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I treasure you.   ♥

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okay. so i am blogging in a very cacat condition now.  :)  and yes, i know, this post very late. hahah.

so anyways i don't have much to say about the match except that tristan, marcus, walson and most importantly KYLE did fantastically well that day. awesome job kiddos.  :D

we were abit shaken though when patriots sored their only goal of the day. but later the guys went on their scoring spree and PHEW we pulled it of. yes, MoM was kyle matthew murugesu. xD

tania got her MoM award.  team captain weih. CHEYYY. hahaha.  and yes, you guys did very well actually.  :) 

and eulene.  haha my e-abi so blur on court.  xD

i must say spearhead did very well against firebrands though.  and boey, team captain actually scored against them, their goal-keeper bryan. the ever amazing.  :D

so, keep it up, guys!  :)

worthy is the LAMB.

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kew:  " you were very quiet that day. "

zoe:  " so.. really? i was thinking mah. "

kew:  *grins and smiles*  " yalah. you normally talk ALOT mah. "

zoe:  " yeah i normally talk alot. cannot think and talk mah.  *pauses and gasps*  so that means i don't think when i talk.  (which means i don think most of the time. since i talk alot)    xD  "

kew:  *LOL*

ah pei li. she thinks i crap alot.  uh, which i do.  :D

moving on...  i have been going to 4 arif for three weeks. or so. and yeah, there's pain. duh. it's obviously not what i would have wanted, not going my way. and that makes me down so much of the time.

but you know what? it's all going away. God has helped. alot. i've learned to be more hardworking. xD  ( i actually do homework nowadays.)  i've learnt to enjoy nureen and nina more. before they leave. i still talk to hari like the good times.

what worries me is when nina and nureen are gone. i guess i could mix with the girls and all, but it wouldnt be the same. i'd feel unwanted. not-in-the-gang. it's just, they have their stuff to talk about. and like, i'm not part of the gang. hey, obviously, you don't want some girl barging in your privacy just coz her friends left for boarding school right?

not that i don't talk to them now, but it's just not the same anymore. i wish eulene and the form fives were in my form. :(

okay. so for those title readers, you be wondering what it's all about. i've sort of pondered. last year, it was fun, thrilling, full of ups and downs. the time i spent with that somebody, it was satisfying. but i never really questioned myself, what would happen when it all ends?

it's all coming now, and i can feel it. distance. barriers. we don't even talk anymore. it's like he never cared. never cares. HAH. i know, my fault for getting involved. the pain and hurt after the joy. i don't want that anymore. not after another broken relationship. i've experienced enough of those. and yes, being the long-winded me. i've FINALLY come to my conclusion.

6 months. 

yup, i can do that for six months. i'm not gonna get my feelings involved. no BGR for that period of time. EASY, no?  hahah. at least 6 months is my goal lah. it'll save me from heartache, wasting time and energy and i can concentrate on homework. xD  (homework has got to be my favourite thing to do now)  :D

now you may say, aiyah. six months only wad, it's not like u get a boy knocking at your door everyday begging you to be his gf right?  WRONG. lol. what i mean is not liking anybody, eros way. not even thinking about getting involved.  girls spend way too much time on this. at least i did?   x]

so that's it. my resolution for the time being. SIX months whole. no lovey-dovey. i doubt i'll live to regret it.  =)

i have school tomorrow.  :O   tuesday floorball training with miss kew. weds maybe floorball training for seniors. and friday, for the juniors. i have syahbandar on wednesdayyy.  :(   i don't like house practice. hahah.

i love yoghurt.  PEACH and MANGO flavour. strawberry is getting too common.

none but Jesus ; brooke fraser.

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dudeee. i miss you. alot. although u may not know it, or think i'm irritating / annoying / small blablabla, i miss you. HAH.

and i thought it was just a camp thing. heh. funnayyy. great now everybody knows. hahah.

i miss us.

oh really?

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bible camp '09 was a BLAST. seriously. would love to blog about it now. but ah. i be so lazy. so i shall use the excuse that i haven't gotten all the pictures yet. so i shall wait till the photos are up. :D   yes, i lazy. :P

yeah. as usual, RED team won yet again. every year pun macam tu mia.  =)  weirrddd.

i was in the same group as melissa teoh and stephanie keong. the three noisiest people in camp. waddya expect?  lotsa nonsense and screaming in the dorm. xD 
not to mention having a super cool and high big sis tabitha teo.  :D   we love you all.  =]   spent precious momment and long talks with emmie. and now, i'm her new BODYGUARD. beware lemuel low!  i'm watching youuu.  xP

i did learn some things through the messages. "for everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial". and "wisdom is saying the right thing at the right time".  yeah. easy to say eh?  

and yes, we lost. we got last. how cool is that? but we didn't mind. cuz we had a great BIG BRO. BB was the one who gave us words of semangat. to help us pull through all that loss. xD

and guess what? our fantastic amanazing BB this year was none other than LEE KAH WEI!. yes. i can tell you. everybody in our group learned something about losing, winning and not giving up. encouraging one another through tough times.  and it was thanks to BB we never gave up.  even ah guan said he learned somehting from BB.

so, to tabitha and kah wei, WE LOVE YOU BOTH VERY VERY VERY MUCH! it was great having you guys to lead us. 

yeah, currently planning reunion with the guys. stress weii. LOL. facebook groups are up. photos in the process of being uploaded. yes yes. i can't wait to see you guys again. 

stuff we will treasure from camp. aka, inside jokes. =]  :

1. SQUEEZE ME!

2. MR. SHEFFIELDDDD!!.

3. xoxo. gossip girl.  xD

4. whateverrr..

5. remember our strategy ah!  have fun!

6. losing is nothing. the spirit of winning must always be there, but don't get too competitive. if we lose, WE LOSE TOGETHER!.

7. amazing grace.. xD

8. mamma mia and honey honey.  *highest momments*

9. ME TUBE. :D

10. LIBERTY!.

xoxo. :)

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owh wow. 

B). A day at the beach. With YOU. whoever you are.
   
     i love beaches. 

took these at CCC earlier this year. model? serene ch'ng.

i know, i'm good. HAHA. sorry, i'm high.

C). STUFF. clothes, accesories. blablabla. NOT FOOD.
     please no.   >.<   as if i'm not 'slim' enough. HAHA.

There, i told you what i wanted for Christmas / my sour Sixteenth.
Don't ask anymore. haha. KIDDING. (sheesh, you people take me too seriously. xD)
Anything else is fine. Nothing is perfectly fine too. lol. just well, what would make me happy. :D   or happier.  (:

Shall be away. till Sunday. MISS ME. or I shall kick / slap you. Like how i shall kick kyle if he doesn't miss me. :D   

Hopefully i shall come back in ONE pice. unless i get in a car accident, and die early. Then, I shall go to HEAVEN faster. yay me. :P

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the hols are here. i kicked of my hols in a very interesting way. =D   went for the

PENANG BRIDGE INTERNATIONAL MARATHON

this year! woohoo!   no, not runner, as a st john volunteer. HAHA. still.. :P    went to the headquarters at 10 at night on saturday.  had roll call there. met up with the people from my school. at 11 plus, we took a bus to queens.

yes, my station was at base. :)   base was queensbay.  so, i could actually see all the participants before and after their events. cool, no?  mom and dad didn't want me to be on the bridge anyway. so thank God. :)

PBIM was sooo fun. i saw friends there.  *grins*   

saw the half marathoners: joshua, chris, alan, bing hwang, justin, edward and penny!
quarter marathoners: camy, weng tatt, weng yee, chee yang.
fun runners: melissa and yuun xuan.  (didn't see kah heng and jon though).

so much for being a st john's volunteer. i didn't do my job. i feel so embarassed and guilty. hah. then why DID i do? i waked along the finish and starting lanes. gave support to the half and full marathoners. (cheerleader / sideline semangat giver.) saw josh, chris, bing and justin during the race.  

joshua had cramps, which was such a waste. chris and bing walked back. justin was so tired when i saw him.  was super worried cause he finished late. when he ws nearing the finish line, i went "go justin! come on! you can do it!"  and he went " wanna die de lah! cannot tahan!"   HAHA. was super glad seeing him finish the race, WALKING, not in an ambulance. haha.

after the runs, lepak-ed with camy, melissa and yuun xuan in queens. yes, we were stinky and sticky. xD   waited for dad to come outside coffee bean. chatted. when dad came, we said our goodbyes and hugged, then they walked to xuan's house. i went to church for a while to fetch mom and brother, saw the guys. HAHA. they looked tired!

yes it was a great experience.  :)  thinking of joinning the half marathon next year too. think i can?  :P   haha. 

random thoughts.

• i think we shouldn't keep saying we miss the people from school. we should enjoy our time now. it's the holidays. how can we not enjoy that?  i've been taught to enjoy the present and not dwell too much on the past. what's the point. it's over.  think about the future, and enjoy the present. 

• i miss my babis. eulene and boey. yes, we're all in this situation of trying to forget someone. it stinks i know. we have each other though. don't ever forget that. :)

• i feel like having j.co's food now. donuts and ice-cream yogurt sound so good. 

• floorball trainning next week. monday and wednesday. not that i think i have what it takes to make the cut, but i'll try. so it's most likely bye bye to SUKPEN for me?  i'll go as supporter lah. what i do best anyway.  xD  HAHA.

• eulene sings very nicely. she makes every song she sings have that jazy feel to it. and that, is SO COOL.

• floorball on friday was nice. jay sern and syahmie came.  :)  

• he finished earlier than his brother. WOW.

• had a great time with the three girls yesterday. thank you!

• i didn't eat or drink for 24 hours straight. that's like a whole day. WHOAA. 

• form 4 maths is killing. how do people survive these things?  o.o
  
  
• tania's flying across the ever vast and blue ocean. i forgot where to. but anywho, she's still flying. HAH. she's gonna miss SUKPEN, floorball trainnings, and and.. US.   :P

• thank you jo-nyee and hilary for waiting on the last day of school. means so much to me.  xoxo.
  
  
• BIBLE CAMP is in approximately 19 days!!  we lack guys. GUYS put your names down NOW.
  
  
  
  

seriously, if you trust me. go and listen to:-

miley cyrus ft david archuletta - i wanna know you.

adam lambert - time for miracles.

keri hilson - energy.

orianthi - according to you.

five for fighting - this dance.

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