Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Jerk.
" my best friend's a total jerk. "
that's what she's probably thinking right now. heh. i'm sorry.
u wanna be mad about it okay fine. it was my fault anyway.
Labels: adolescence, disappointed, emo, frustrated, mad, sad
GOD is in control, 3:31 PM.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Bible Camp.
bible camp '09 was a BLAST. seriously. would love to blog about it now. but ah. i be so lazy. so i shall use the excuse that i haven't gotten all the pictures yet. so i shall wait till the photos are up. :D yes, i lazy. :P
yeah. as usual, RED team won yet again. every year pun macam tu mia. =) weirrddd.
i was in the same group as melissa teoh and stephanie keong. the three noisiest people in camp. waddya expect? lotsa nonsense and screaming in the dorm. xD
not to mention having a super cool and high big sis tabitha teo. :D we love you all. =] spent precious momment and long talks with emmie. and now, i'm her new BODYGUARD. beware lemuel low! i'm watching youuu. xP
i did learn some things through the messages. "for everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial". and "wisdom is saying the right thing at the right time". yeah. easy to say eh?
and yes, we lost. we got last. how cool is that? but we didn't mind. cuz we had a great BIG BRO. BB was the one who gave us words of semangat. to help us pull through all that loss. xD
and guess what? our fantastic amanazing BB this year was none other than LEE KAH WEI!. yes. i can tell you. everybody in our group learned something about losing, winning and not giving up. encouraging one another through tough times. and it was thanks to BB we never gave up. even ah guan said he learned somehting from BB.
so, to tabitha and kah wei, WE LOVE YOU BOTH VERY VERY VERY MUCH! it was great having you guys to lead us.
yeah, currently planning reunion with the guys. stress weii. LOL. facebook groups are up. photos in the process of being uploaded. yes yes. i can't wait to see you guys again.
stuff we will treasure from camp. aka, inside jokes. =] :
1. SQUEEZE ME!
2. MR. SHEFFIELDDDD!!.
3. xoxo. gossip girl. xD
4. whateverrr..
5. remember our strategy ah! have fun!
6. losing is nothing. the spirit of winning must always be there, but don't get too competitive. if we lose, WE LOSE TOGETHER!.
7. amazing grace.. xD
8. mamma mia and honey honey. *highest momments*
9. ME TUBE. :D
10. LIBERTY!.
xoxo. :)
Labels: :D, awesomeness, BIBLE CAMP, christian, friends, fun, lovess, mad, nostalgia, people, stuff, whee~, yay
GOD is in control, 4:01 PM.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
maturity.
Would it kill you to shut up once in a while?
Would it kill you to act abit more mature, to act your age for once?
To stand up for what is right when it really matters?
To stop acting so childish and be an example for others for once?
Would it? Would it?
Would it kill you show people that you're not just that annoying little girl that goes around getting on every one else's nerves?
I was often labelled as the young, immature, random not serious one.
Why can't i stand up and show poeple that i actually have more to me than what they view me as now?
I choose to be this way for now. to enjoy my chilhood and teenage years.
I don't care if i get labelled as a KID or someone that is not taken seriously.
I know what and who i am. i know i wouldn't survive a day being solemn.
It's who i am. at my age? i don't think i should be all mature and speak with incredible intelligence.
If every teenager in the world spoke like that, we'd have a whole world full of boredom.
There have to be the ones that act silly. and i choose to be one of them.
You can't simply judge a person and put labels on them the way YOU want to.
Cuz you might just be wrong. there is always more to a person than what he or she portrays, or what you view them as.
When the time is right, maturity will come. just don't tell a kid to shush up or act more mature than his age just to save face, or to prevent yourself from having to endure needless rantings and noise. let a child be. they should be able to enjoy childhood.
Getting shushed up or told to control his or herself and getting embarassed publicly is the LAST thing a child wants, So don't do it to show that you're older and have the power to silence them.
Sheesh you people.
It's not that i'm asking you NOT to rebuke them neither am i asking you to dampen their enthusiasm.
Tell them firmly but nicely. FOR THEIR OWN GOOD. and nothing more.
i know. sorry, that just came out. :)
look into the mirror you yellow chicken.
banana fana fo-feather. :D
Labels: confused, crap, frustrated, mad, pictures, why?
GOD is in control, 12:03 AM.