Monday, March 31, 2014
Being A Noob.
If you aren't ready to handle all of this, then you aren't ready to handle all of me.
Ohhh yeahhhh. Said it like a noob. ✌
Peace out homies, sisters, brothers.
Drama maximummmmm.
LOL
GOD is in control, 2:57 PM.
Work. Rest. Play.
It's 4am and I'm up doing my assignment while listening to Switchfoot.
Musing about my life; theories blasting in my head; music blasting in my ears; possiilities and (probably) overreading into people's motives - the reasons for why things are happening.
Isn't it amazing how God is all powerful, so awesome, and he gives us interests and passions. Things that we enjoy doing also known as 'play' or 'rest'.
Looking forward to FOCUS Church Camp this year!
Such an interesting topic too.
Whee! I'm honestly so drained. Mentally, physically, emotionally.
Every morning I wake up and tweet something about being tired at least once a day.
I haven't found someone I can just let everything out with. Just go on about all my bottled up feelings. My confused self rambling on about my wildest dreams/thoughts/aspirations/theories.
I don't want to bother anyone either.
Learning to talk to God and to trust Him more even if I don't seem to hear a definite answer just yet. Because I know He has my best interests at heart. :)
But yes, I am tired. Very tired in fact.
GOD is in control, 4:01 AM.
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Carry You Home.
"Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
Makes her body older than it really is
And she says it's high time she went away
No ones got much to say in this time
Trouble is the only way is down, down, down
As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home
If she had wings she would fly away
And another day god will give her some
Trouble is the only way is down,down,down
As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home
And they all want pretty
New York City lights
And summers little girl has been taken from the world tonight
But the stars and stripes
As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And i'll carry you home
As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home"
6 August 2013.
6 August 2013.
I miss you so much, Yeh Yeh.
I don't know what to say, what to do, what to feel anymore.
The tears just keep flowing.
I'm so sorry I didn't get to say goodbye.
It hurts so much. I don't know when I'll ever be able to get over your leaving us.
I don't know where you are,
or whether you accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour at the end.
I really wish you did.
"Earth has no sorrow that Heaven cannot cure."
GOD is in control, 2:55 PM.
It Ain't So Hard To Take.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Monday, March 24, 2014
I Miss You So.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone;
Please come back home.
GOD is in control, 10:52 AM.
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Ahhh danggg hungry now. Looking at carbonara images on google. T________T
With that, I would like to say that.. I hope I get a boyfriend who can cook.
And by cook I don't mean, cook super tasty-unhealthy-but-delicious food. I mean HEALTHY but tasty food. Even if it's not that healthy, he'll force me to exercise or bike or something. So that solves the problem HAHA
Next, I hope to get a romantic boyfriend. Well yes, I know being romantic isn't the most important thing I should look for in a boyfriend/husband, but I've met plenty of godly romantic husbands before. And their wives sure do appreciate that side of them. :) I mean come on, even if you're the most non feeling-based, most logical person in the world, I think any woman would appreciate her husband being romantic right?
Hm.. I would also prefer someone who's athletic. Well, fine. Someone who likes sports at least. And who's willing to encourage me to be more sporty and less lazy (HEHE).
Musically inclined? Creative. As of right now, not really focusing on that. (Being me, watching a really pro musician in the next few days/hours/minutes might just spark my desire to see this characteristic in my partner) But OH WELL. I would love to be able to sing with my partner though.
People person? Yeah, when I think about all these qualities, I think about myself and see many of these characteristics in the person I hope to be. Which is why it makes it all the more attractive to me right? What we as humans want to attain or can't, is usually why we're so attracted to people who possess those qualities.
That being said, I am also definitely intrigued by someone who is the complete opposite of me. Because what I already have/am, is what he isn't.
For example, logical thinkers do fascinate me so much. Like, how can you be so 'insensitive' and care so little about what others think about you? Being an iNtuitive Feeler, no matter how much I try not to, there is a small part of me that usually wants to be noticed or appreciated or accepted in some way. Very often, people who do not care so much about the trivial matters such as others' opinions about them amaze me.
Anyway, the 'short-attention span' side of me has surfaced. This mini post containing random thoughts of mine about who I think would be an 'ideal' boyfriend (or maybe just someone with positive characteristics that many people look for) has ended LOL.
GOD is in control, 9:26 PM.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
All of Me.
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end then my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you
My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you,oh
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohh
GOD is in control, 12:59 AM.
Boss.
"Oh goodness, I looked so cool then!
(What with all that long hair)
(What with all that long hair)
LOL I don't care. Look at me now man.
I'm so boss. Hah. *Boss smile*"
No, kidding.
That was all made up.
And candid.
This boy brightens up my days.
GOD is in control, 12:28 AM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
FRISBEEEEEE!
Arc's Festival of Sport is here again!!
Ultimate all the way! :)
GOD is in control, 11:22 PM.
Monday, March 17, 2014
This Is What It Feels Like.
Mess That Messy.
Saturday, March 15, 2014
Remember those walls I built?
Baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh ooh...
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget to pull me back to the ground again
And It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh oh...
GOD is in control, 11:29 PM.
No One Else Can Feel It For You.
Feel the rain on your skin.
Only you can let it in.
How've you been?
I want to come clean.
GOD is in control, 6:04 PM.
Thursday, March 13, 2014
Kenangan.
Apakah kenangan terindah kau? :)
Tentang aku? Tentang kita?
What I do on mornings when I'm free.
I'm wondering whether it's a good use of time actually. HAHA
Nah spending time with this boy,
helps me get out of bed.
makes me look forward to otherwise boring mornings.
gives me small things to laugh about.
allows me to hear a lot of Indonesian accent since his friends are usually around.
I should probably just try to be more productive when Skyping with him. :)
Frisbee all the way.
GOD is in control, 11:58 PM.
Monday, March 10, 2014
Recovery.
Reviving this blog. Mostly photos.
Especially of myself. Partly cause I'm vain. Partly cause selfies help me keep track of my weight and fitness levels. :)
It's a project. Sorry I don't fancy Tumblr that much.
Annyeonghaseyo. ✌
Thanks for dropping by.
Thanks for dropping by.
Thought for the day: God's faithfulness to His promises.
GOD is in control, 6:43 PM.
