Where Do We Go From Here?
"Pabila hidupmu terasa susah,
usah bimbang usah gelisah.
Semuanya terletak dalam tangan Tuhan,
tujuan hidup, makna hidup, oleh-Nya ditentukan."
GOD is in control, 12:07 AM.
"We were having such a great time in the car. And yes, I was a bit tired so I decided to lean against the car window. Suddenly as we were nearing the U-SOYA shop, we passed by a familiar car; which I knew well.
Then there were those three seconds which seemed like minutes. You just got out of the car and yes, you saw me. Then we locked eyes. I tried to smile hoping you'd smile back and things would just be the usual on-the-surface-hello thing. But you didn't. And it seemed pretty awkward.
When we reached the U-SOYA shop, there was some nut honking away which was so super annoying. I kinda got over his annoying honking and walked to the shop thinking about the moment. Then as we neared the shop, I noticed you were there buying food. Darn. So I acted like was totally interested in / annoyed by the irritating honker, which became quite relevant especially since he honked a very loud honk for a whole good 30 seconds. Loud and clear I tell you. Sheesh that guy. Honking for no absolute reason, considering the lady whose car was blocking him was walking over to her car.. Right in front of him. -.-
I repeat, SHEESH THAT GUY.
Anyway, after the incident, the six of us continued on our way to U-SOYA. I just stood there, trying to hide myself. Cause it was very awkward. Couldn't go order anything since you were standing there, so I told Lene I'd go pick a table and sit down first. (Yes, it was absolutely unnecessary since only one table was occupied there.) Dabi came over and sat down, saying he wanted to go buy chicken rice. I buried my face in my arms and pretended to act sleepy. When you finally did leave, then only did I go order my food."
Got me thinking.
Not over it.
GOD is in control, 9:39 PM.
Someone Like You.
Teaching. xP Oh Shahadad, you rock la. :)
HAHAHA! @ Idlan. Crazy funny expression. :D
YES, I am still depressed.
Nope, it's not the end of the world.
It was definitely very disappointing, but it's over.
I'm a fighter, and fighters don't give up.
Spartans' first Division One match is tonight. Come on Frontliners.
You guys can do this.
In a considerable amount of depression because:
- Can't make it for many of the Division One matches.
- Exams stink. After last Saturday, no mood to study.
Oh yes, I took the books out, put them on the table, and started crying. Very, very disappointed. I didn't know whether to be disappointed in myself or just the fact that I wasn't good enough compared to the others. I tried. I really really did. And honestly, I thought I deserved it.
Labels: down, emo, random
GOD is in control, 5:55 PM.
Baby are you down, down, down, down, down?
Yes. Oh yes, I very well am.
GOD is in control, 10:07 PM.
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's her name.
Also goes by the names KUCING, BABI, and PIG BUTT.
LOVES and FEARS GOD. 5th JANUARY.
Bubbly, crazy, noisy, WEIRD and is a socializer. (:
Is passionate for FLOORBALL.
Is Ganas (aggresive), huggable and punch-able.
Music, Photography, Arts and Ball Sports are her passions.
Can easily get discouraged and is very emotional at times.
Absolutely ♥s GLEE.
A 50+ kg, fun-sized, loud and cheery semngat giver. :)
Has two BABI family members that she loves to bits. Dabi, Zabi and E-abi.
♥ Bible Camp 2010.
♥ IA games
♥ CAPTAIN BALL
Wouldn't Minds ♥
♥ A Surprise Birthday Party. :D
♥ A Camera / Phone.
♥ Contacts. (:
♥ To Play the
Guitar DRUMS and Piano Better.
♥ To Have a Closer Walk With
♥ A simple 'I Love You' and
plenty of hugs.