As I Am.
Pixie Lott - If I Changed.
*Spoken with brittish accent. :)
- What's the matter with you, you seem so sad? Didn't he take you to the movies?
- I just don't get it.. He says I'm not this enough, he says I'm not that enough.. Why can't he just like me the way I am?
Chorus:
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more?
If I came to you, would it be different, than before..
Verse 1:
Don't wanna let get go but you've got to know,
what you're asking o me is impossible,
it's up to you if you want to see this through and take me as I am.
(Do it do it do it my way) Take me as I am (Do it do it do it my way)
Chorus:
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more?
If I came to you, would it be different, than before..
Verse 2:
If I did it your way, you should say I would,
it wouldn't be me and you'll see me unhappy,
someday you should understand the way I am.. and take my way.
(Do it do it do it my way) And do it my way (Do it do it do it my way)
Bridge:
So if changed for you,
it wouldn't be good so I guess I should ..
Change you..
(Do it do it do it my way) Changeeeeee you!
- Cos I'm gonna replace ya baby (Do it do it do it my way)
I Cant hate you any longer baby - This mess wont make are life stronger .. No No No No No gotta move on, with or without you .. yeahhhh..
Chorus:
If I changed for you, would you like me, like me more?
If I came to you, would it be different, than before..
(Do it do it do it my way) My way baby (Do it do it do it my way)
Labels: change, emo, random, song, stuff
GOD is in control, 6:55 PM.
Breathe.
yes yes, i haven't updated untuk sekian lama. sorry la. super busy.
CHANGE YOUR WORLD's starting tomorrow in
BJ. i am excited. God please be in control.
EASTER IS IS
SIX DAYS TIME.
spearhead, be ready for us. cause we gonna shake you guys hard. :)
i LOVE 300. awesome awesome awesome.
cracked my first ball.
( pei li's all star defender ball )XD.
whoops?
Labels: :D, 300, change, christian, church.., frontliners, GOD is in control, lovess, scheduled posts, unlabelled
GOD is in control, 3:38 AM.
New.
Blessed belated new year? *grins sheepishly*
yeah yeah.. i know lah abit very late. been busy mah. :P
so i'm a year older already. that's what january babies get. aww sad, no? we grow old so fast. *shakes head in disapproval* TSK.
i did get alot of birthday wishes though. x]
THANK YOU to those who remembered. :D presents?
the first week of school was FUN. it was. orientation with the form ones was exciting, tiring and challenging. :) but still FUN. xD
so i sorta kicked of the year with:-
- prefects.
- vice pres. of st. john's.
- secretary of music club.
- ajk for floorball.
no i'm not bragging. it's alot of work seriously.
owh, and not forgetting, a whole lot of stress from and FLOORBALL. xD
i had talks with jason and pei li. frontliners it is. i don't know how many times i've said that, but this time's for real. =]
CF. first meeting of the year's tomorrow. God bless the meeting i pray. (:
honestly, my walk with God at just the beginning of the year hasn't been what i would have wanted. the fire keeps growing so dim at times and i start to wonder, what kind of christian am i if i'm not spending time with my creator?
ming hwee asked me the question, " do i have a heart for souls? "
i hesitated before answering. do i really have a heart for souls?
maybe i do. on the surface. thinking about it all, it's opened my eyes. looking at some of my best friends, spending such wonderful momments with them. isn't this what i want in heaven? aren't these the people that mean so much to me? wouldn't i want the best for them? would i want to see them suffer next time? for eternity?
the answer is no. i want my grandparents saved. my bestfriends. even people i don't know. sometimes, my heart aches when i see peole who claim to be christians not living the way they should. and i don't have the right to judge, but i question their salvation sometimes. i really do.
having said that, i check myself. wadabout me? am i living the way i ought to? as a free person not under the bondage of sin anymore? is this liberty too much for me to handle?
"my chains are gone. i've been set free. my God my saviour, has ransomed me.
and like a flood, His mercy rains, unending love, amazing grace. "
so what is my response to this great love? this agape love?
i'm trying slowly, to change. to spend time with God. to listen to Him.
- work has been piling up. homework that is. x] ahh!
a few things i dislike.
- the top part of the floorball stick coming off when you play. annoying weih. xD
- getting demoralised by pei. thanks to my big mouth. (:
- having no mood to play floorball or captainball. like NO WAY. :O yes, it does happen.
i just discovered that i'm best at midfielding. for most games. i'm normally centre or midfield. not usually forward. (defending is a nono because i'm too short. xD )
yeah. 'cuz i can't score. hahah. i mean, i shoot direct balls. and being short is not an advantage when i score that way. they prefer lob balls. which, i'm terrible at.
why? coz i hate lobbing balls. xD partly cuz i can't. haha. they just too slow for me. =D direct balls - my best play.
yes, excuses. x)
okay, enough about games. xD
i have stuff to post, recent one-liners i had. shall post them up another day. BAHAH.
you know i never seem to be able to post what i say i will. :D
school tomorrow! cf & floorball! and chem, bio, physics and add maths on the same day. HOW COOL IS THAT?
Labels: :) hepi, challenges, change, God, Jesus, love, new year, skool?, stress, updates
GOD is in control, 5:54 PM.
Changes.
it's amazing how much a guy can change because of one girl.
it's shocking how much a person can change in one year.
it's awesome how much a person can be changed because of the knowledge of God.
it's wonderful how much a perosn can change thanks to something seemingly insignificant a friend said.
Changes. people change. alot. from time to time. for the better or for the worse.
Changes like these make you think and wonder and ask questions like, " How?" and " Why?" and " When?"
They get me thinking. having people ask you to change or not to change. it puzzles me sometimes.
Some people just do 180's. like, TOTAL MAKEOVERS. the nice friendly dude you once knew just turned his back on you. as if he never knew you.
the innocent nerd who once didn't make any difference now makes all the difference to you. weird, no?
some people just DO.
Labels: adolescence, change, confused, growing up, people, wondering
GOD is in control, 7:45 PM.