First you hold my hand, then you hug my waist, then you kiss me on the cheek. You say I love you, then leave me hanging. hmm..
So KUAN YANG bugged me to update. and update i shall. tsk. school's been a big stress bringer[?]. fortunately i have people out of this world to bring my head up there too. yesss. escape the stressss. LOL. sorry, i crap. :D
yes nyee, R.N. is hot. the fair dude is okay la. hahah.
i screwed up my oral today. LOLLL. i did something about AIDS? or bloodstream and bodily fluids? lol the word crime originates from the word 'crīmen' in latin which means 'charge'. :D i know i rock talking about oral hereeee. :)
i just found out wei jian is a fantastic buddy to have in an ever-boring class. he can totally sing with me man. like, i burst out singing some random song and he sings along. HAHA. oh oh and andd.. i sleep in class. ALOT. everytime i start snoozing off, he'll go " eh, prince you know who charming's cominggg. " and i immediately hide my lips in my shirt. lol you don't geddit? go figure. :P
i had a butt cramp today. i know, how is that even possible right? ** coz your butt so big mah** oh shush. xP you're just jealous you don't have a nice butt like mine.
and if you don't think that was weird enough, the butt cramp affected only one butt. (one side lah) LOL. so i was walking in a very awkward position around school today with euls and dabi. yesss, the cramp lasted for a very loooong time. hahah!
nyee was my saviour in class. coz she saved my bottle from being taken hostage by wei jian. TSKKK.
ahh. music club was fun today. " i wanna be a billionaire.. so super bad ... " xD
♥s Eulene Ooi.
Labels: :D, awesomeness, friends, funny, lol, music, nonsense, skool?, whee~
Blessed belated new year? *grins sheepishly*
yeah yeah.. i know lah abit very late. been busy mah. :P
so i'm a year older already. that's what january babies get. aww sad, no? we grow old so fast. *shakes head in disapproval* TSK.
i did get alot of birthday wishes though. x]
THANK YOU to those who remembered. :D presents?
the first week of school was FUN. it was. orientation with the form ones was exciting, tiring and challenging. :) but still FUN. xD
so i sorta kicked of the year with:-
- prefects.
- vice pres. of st. john's.
- secretary of music club.
- ajk for floorball.
no i'm not bragging. it's alot of work seriously.
owh, and not forgetting, a whole lot of stress from and FLOORBALL. xD
i had talks with jason and pei li. frontliners it is. i don't know how many times i've said that, but this time's for real. =]
CF. first meeting of the year's tomorrow. God bless the meeting i pray. (:
honestly, my walk with God at just the beginning of the year hasn't been what i would have wanted. the fire keeps growing so dim at times and i start to wonder, what kind of christian am i if i'm not spending time with my creator?
ming hwee asked me the question, " do i have a heart for souls? "
i hesitated before answering. do i really have a heart for souls?
maybe i do. on the surface. thinking about it all, it's opened my eyes. looking at some of my best friends, spending such wonderful momments with them. isn't this what i want in heaven? aren't these the people that mean so much to me? wouldn't i want the best for them? would i want to see them suffer next time? for eternity?
the answer is no. i want my grandparents saved. my bestfriends. even people i don't know. sometimes, my heart aches when i see peole who claim to be christians not living the way they should. and i don't have the right to judge, but i question their salvation sometimes. i really do.
having said that, i check myself. wadabout me? am i living the way i ought to? as a free person not under the bondage of sin anymore? is this liberty too much for me to handle?
"my chains are gone. i've been set free. my God my saviour, has ransomed me.
and like a flood, His mercy rains, unending love, amazing grace. "
so what is my response to this great love? this agape love?
i'm trying slowly, to change. to spend time with God. to listen to Him.
- work has been piling up. homework that is. x] ahh!
a few things i dislike.
- the top part of the floorball stick coming off when you play. annoying weih. xD
- getting demoralised by pei. thanks to my big mouth. (:
- having no mood to play floorball or captainball. like NO WAY. :O yes, it does happen.
i just discovered that i'm best at midfielding. for most games. i'm normally centre or midfield. not usually forward. (defending is a nono because i'm too short. xD )
yeah. 'cuz i can't score. hahah. i mean, i shoot direct balls. and being short is not an advantage when i score that way. they prefer lob balls. which, i'm terrible at.
why? coz i hate lobbing balls. xD partly cuz i can't. haha. they just too slow for me. =D direct balls - my best play.
yes, excuses. x)
okay, enough about games. xD
i have stuff to post, recent one-liners i had. shall post them up another day. BAHAH. you know i never seem to be able to post what i say i will. :D
school tomorrow! cf & floorball! and chem, bio, physics and add maths on the same day. HOW COOL IS THAT?
Labels: :) hepi, challenges, change, God, Jesus, love, new year, skool?, stress, updates
so yes, only TWO, no wait, one and a half days left to SPM.
before you people go into your respective exam halls and plant your butts on the seats you're gonna be sitting on for the next few weeks, i'd like to say a few words. xD
To all the SPM candidates of the year 2009..
ALL THE VERY VERY BEST!!
i know, it's a totally MAJOR exam. probably the biggest high school exam for most students (in our country of course). you guys can do it! i know you can. =D (so cheesy. haha.)
yes, alot of people from yp taking this year. to all my
SISTERS in CHRIST,
Tabitha, Stephen, May Lyn, Stephanie,Felicia and Joshua.
To those from Bible Camp,
Rachel Chan! Esther Tan, Meng Xian, Adrian Siok, Gary
and some others i might not remember. :)
Those from school!
the gang - Suvika, Melvyn, Jia Ying, Jeanette, Ashikin, Aniq, Sheena, Durga, Uma.
Farahin, Anis, Zakirah, Tina, Hoay Wen, Ong.
SHING YEE mommy! Camille, Samantha, Yolande.
Nathaniel, Syamil, Teik Hui..
the list is endless...
Those from tennis:-
Kaveta darling and Lim Yimei!
To any others whom i have missed out, All the best to you guys too! Gambateh!!
yes, i've said my part. May God go before all of you, for those who are believers. Remember, GOD is in control. :) Whatever results, he has given them to you. =D
So do your part to change your future! (haha. ultimate cheesy-ness. xD)
God bless you people!
Labels: exams, friends, skool?, SPM
So YES!!! the big exam is officially over. NYAHAHA. surprisingly, i don't feel the effect. nope. no balloons, eggs, tepung, even the feeling of satisfaction is not there. i don't now why, but yeah.
yes, i am the first to blog after the big exam. (i have a life by the way. HAHA)
the plan is to stay awake all night, and go to skool tomorrow, with eye bags, and sleep in class. well, cuz we hafta hantar the text books and all.
blehh. how i am gonna spend my MERDEKA? heh. jogging coolio? i think not.
pfft. yeah, soon, all the blogs are gonna be filled with blog posts on the sensational feeling after PMR, about their outings and what nots, msn's gonna be full 'til late at night. bah.
it's easy to get reaaaal bored though. but blehh.
To-do list? :-
1. Outings.
awesome threesome. ~ sarah, me, yi xin. (after her exams.)
babehhs: nureen, nina.
melissa, camy
the gang from school.
CG. yes, my care group is currently very urm, inactive?
whoever else who wants to go out? -.-
2. Be a PIG. (what I do best anyway)
- sleep.
- eat.
- go online.
3. Get Slimmer <--- don't smack me for this. ;]
*exercise. ugh. hopefully? TT
*follow the diet.
4. Get Closer To GOD.
yes, this means, not neglecting my quiet time anymore, putting GOD first, pleasing Him in all I do, giving my BEST to Him. (:
5. Add To My Wardrobe?
yes, mom actually agreed to take me go by shoes. whee~ whether that's gonna happen or not, i'm not too sure, but the fact that she actually said yes? COOLIO. =]
clothes? hopefully. bah. i don't need them actually. but hoooo.
6. GET A PHONE
hah, mom's considering. i SO hope i get it. what with being pestered owh-so-greatly to get my OWN phone, i'm tryingggg. x]
speaking about phones, i can't seem to find a good phone, elegant (fitting my taste), with a good quality camera, is not a touch screen and is NOT SAMSUNG. haha.
7. Get My Ears Pierced.
nyee's done hers. i've yet to get my ears done. TT painfuuuullll.
four more days to diwali. ahhh. also to seeing DEBORAH. *grins*
i can't wait.
Labels: PMR, skool?, stuff, to-do lists, whee~, yay
i love you i love you and I.LOVE.YOU.
yes yes, thursday, fourth day of pecutan. haha. been blogging like a drunkard lately. xD whees~ uhh, today was..okayyy. we had KH. first paper was not bad. second paper.. o____o. crap. dont ask. haha.then when they had islam, we had FREE PERIOD. like, dude, awesome i tell you. hahaha.. went berfoya-ing with sinthu and li-ying. then kena halau by haida. today she marah everybody..
so the non-muslims were sent to the bilik agama. haha,the irony of it all. xD talked there. and and, spent quality time with yee. =) saya pegang tangannya! haha... first time, babe. first time.
akash, weng yee, chee yang, joshua, saggu, mervyn and preetem. =) the gang. like seriously dude, haha. u guys rock. members! whoopie! LOL. was high jus now. xD btw ppl, vote for taryn lim! in miss machines. go go! support tashie. haha. click: HERE.
don't break me or hurt me or CRUSH me. please. ever. no. respect me. and i'll love you more! whoopie~ gonna 'kin min' tmr! hahaha.. takut lar..
yeanyeanyean. don't bite. HAHA.
signing out,
zoe..
Labels: :) hepi, friends, high-ness, love :), lovess, randomness, skool?, stuff, updates, whee~
16th september 2009..
yes yes, third day of pecutan pmr. :D uhh, we got changed to the back of the hall. .____. like the BACK. but yeah, we smarties went and gasak-ed the middle places coz like they had extra space. so not so bad in the end. xD yes, all of us were very BORED in the hall (as usual.) o.O watoodo? sheesh. tonnes and tonnes of papers to do. crap. ahaa. dah laa kena teruk from fajariyah today. hahaha..
to you..
i love it when you walk with me in skul. altho, most of the time we are very much misunderstood.
it's amusing when u're always the childish one of the lot. xD
it's funny why u even like me.
i love you coz you respect and honour my decision.
i cherish the time we spent together, that day. and how you did not violate my privacy. :)
i love how you go 'maybe' when it always means 'yes'. and how you shrug and go, 'i dunno' with a smile that always means 'no'. =]
i love it how you protect me when i get bullied by the guys. xD
and i treasure wad you said : 'i promise you this, i will always be there for you. no matter what.' ♥s i promise you the same too, hun.
and when you said: 'if you ever find another guy, it's okay. go after him. you don't have to tell me since i know we can't be together.' ='(
yes, i treasure you alot. you're one of the great many blessings i have. thank you, sayang. ily. hope we'll remain the closest of frenz til the end. :D *huggs*
i'm moving on now. i've got sumone else. whees~
don't play with my feelings, you..
Labels: love :), people, skool?, stuff
14th september..
so yes. kay elle was, fun. xD thank you deborah lor the awesome. :D ahaha. like totally rocked with you. cousins. mm, the love. awwwh, will be missing you kids so much. thanks aunt and uncle. my aunt's house is like, the bomb weih. super... WHITE. xD haha.
nyee has got ear holes!!! ahh. as in like, for earings. woooooo. first thing when i saw i was like, "nyee u pierced ur ears!!!.." and the first thing she said? "dont touch.. *walks away " okay. nvm skip it. xD awesome, hun, u look more feminine now. and she was like, "go pierce ur ears lah.." yeah. imma pierce them. aftr peeemare. not just yet. :D
pecutan was LAME in the beginning. then now fun!! haha. sitting with pak and nyee. uber crazy/randomness..
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15th september..
she looked GORGEOUS. absolutely gorgeous. haha. today went to skul. was blurring. then suddenly i saw her. LOL. she was saying sumthing like " yalah, the first thing he said was, nice shoes. look at the face lah, not the legs! hahaha.." and i went oohh, NICE SHOES. xD haha. another one. but seriously, i was stunned. wad with her pierced ears, the earings, the fair legs, short skirt xD and the WHITE sandals. i went staring for a few momments. ;) no i'm not les mind you. and no, i'm not exaggerating. u guys shud've been there. u MISSED it dude. :D hahaha..
so yes, enuf about gorgeous gurl today. :D i'm missing KAY ELLE now. =( awwh..
kiekieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. yes yes, a sexay anything. wadever you say. xD SHE WOLF. lol.
me and jeff okay de lah. ish. and stephen oso. haha. aish..
pecutan was well, LAME. sheesh kena change to the back. and then wad? when got empty space in front, THEY got asked to shift place. and i'm like, WAD? that was my old place lah. hehh. wadever lah. sum kind of kawans. pfft. so yesh, today i had camy next to me, and preetem behind me. quite fun lah i guess.wad witht their football bets. hari, dar and the gang on my left. xD uber fun. haha. MATHS was just just justtt.. HIGH. :D look on the bright side zoe, u're a number of spaces nearer to him. you can cope. no biggie.. hmm..
deborah lor. i.miss.you. sheesh. NOVEMBER. don't worry. xD hahaha..
i like chocolate chip bread. it's nice. :D
meng meng is getting mad with me now. =( aiyoh. GONE.
pu vern's leaving sooonnnn.. T.T haha.. my dear, we've only been up to DAY 7 or 8. and i havent done my best for you yet. haha. for those who don't know, go watch FIREPROOF. xD i'm doing the 40 day course thingie to pu vern. why? coz i love him. hahaha. we crack up thinking abt it. aish.. love you pu. no matter how many times you give me witty retorts and rude comebacks. like this: pu vern ; me
"well hello there toilet bowl licker.."
"sheesh.."
"you shud've said: 'owh yes, i'm fine. i lick toilet bowls like YOU lah..' "
*dot dot dot* seriously, that dude's comebacks are funny. haha. i rmb the captainball 'who is taller?' joke too. :D owh pu, i'll miss you LOADS.
corn and butter with salt. one word: YUMMY.
so yes, itu saja untuk kali ini, terima kasih kerana membaca.
Labels: :) hepi, disappointed, fun, nostalgia, sad, skool?, stuff, updates
11/8
riiiiiiiiiiiitee...
so...
today was uhh.. like dis:
~ majlis peralihan kuasa!! yeah babehh!! woots... i'l miss aniq and melvyn and jia ying and jeanette like gila lah weiii...
altho, having rene is gona rock the bp. xD hahaaass. still, one is not enuf. :D
hehhh..
~agama exam. percubaan. lol. to chee yang and weng yee:-
".. ehh, number 18 wad u put ah?"
"..uhh.. i think i put D lah.."
"aiyoohhh.. mana ada mia? agama subjective lahhh..ishhh.."
ahaha. yeah. we rock. xP i knoeeee..
~then then, all the f3 and f5 prefects direhatkan weiii.. haha. weird but cool feeling. :D to be like a normal student again. with the blue clothes that is. x) so went to rehat with those two lah.. joshua gila geografi!! ahhh...gona die weih. wondering whether to continue rehat-ing like this onot. =X owh well..
then then thennnn the biggest new of all...
FOONG KAH WAI IS BACK IN PENANG!!!! ahhhhh.....woohooo!!
xDDD hehehh...so yeah, first, i almost missed him weih, (very heart-attacking. xD)
then, me and camy chit chatted wit him and LEOW JING TONG, ALVIN untuk beberapa lama, kemudian, melissa datang.... dan banyak gossip bermula.. :DDD hehehh.. rite....super fun weih. ahh cant believe that he's actually back!! haha.. kegembiraan yang teramat. :P
fuhh, so yeaaaa....he's coming back to skul on thurs....ish, mommy din come to skul today!! =S grr... aiyoh, mommy sick. get well soon, SHING YEE darls.. luv u.
~fuhh..dominic ewe yean wern replies like SUPER fast kayh. like SUPER. hehehh..
~daniel! =X owh nvm u... don stress urself laa pleeeaaseee.... T.T pls pls we beg. aiyoo..
coz i missed u so..
Labels: :) hepi, friends, skool?, whee~
to GOD be the glory forever and ever. AMEN.
so..ytd was pretty much one of the worst days of my life..hehh..got "dumped"..i shall not xpound on it..>.<..don wanna talk abt it..
quiet time? tonight! i'm having a date wiht GOD..u guys shud make one too! EVERYDAY..haha..
so hurmm..
CF dis week! cant wait..hopefully we'll get the dewan..
skool work? hahh...don even ask...
easter? yay! BAPTISM!..owh yeahh..i'm currently going for the "pre-baptism" session counseling thingy with mr. sinnapan...next n last session: this sat. woots!
IA games? awesome..CCC, here i come, baby!
BIBLE CAMP '09...SNGH/SAGH youth organising lahh!!..woohoo!..LOL
so u may be wondering..how's this funky monkey weird random donkey? ahh..i'm fine. well..not so fine. but still fine. ;) gotcha
owh well..shall be running along now..
GOD bless us all! "and they all say?" A.M.E.N.
zoe..
Labels: church.., random, skool?
lol...okay yeah yeah..i KNOW...haha...my blog WAS dead..n now it has been revived!..mwuahahahhh...(current favourite word lol)..
anywayz...post for the last part of bible camp saved...will publish it some time..SOON..i hope [?]..hehehh..
so yeah..stuff has happened..
- birthday passed..
- SAGH 10 aniversary not quite passed yet..but the retreat has...hahaxx..
so anyways..i jus have to blog abt my cf members..ok ok..i know...i havent been doing a very gud job as a leader..not at all..but well...and..not everyone has been attending cf...but hehh..TODAY was different n unlike the normal fridays..lol..
before i go furthur..
I AM GETTING BAPTISED PEOPLE!!!....OWH YEAH...XD..HAHAXX...WHEEEE!!!~~~~
Owh yes i am! praise our FATHER above..AMEN!
so i decided to blog abt my cf members BEFORE i got out of the mood to..n yes, yes..gud news peeps...(if u might think so..)
I AM THINKING OF REVIVING MY BLOG!!!....HAHA
yay me!!..owh yeah..n no, not lying..i'm serious..no KIDDING..i'll try to update as much as possible n stuff..so..drop by often peeps!.whee~~..
neways..
as i was saying..TODAY..was unlike any other..i mean the cf lahh..actually..only anoop [marce] n melvinDER were present..so i kinda left them at the dataran ilmu..n went to c angelyn..we both decided not to have cf today...so..ok..kinda dissapointed here? but hey..ahh...watoodo?
then...i went over to the guys..we started talking..anoop stated rapping? n melvinder started crapping..hahahh..then..phoebe[that cute lil' form one gurl] n catheleen[phoebe's fren] joined us...n we got talking..daniel came n crashed the "partay" haha..so..i showed them the R.E.V.O tour thingy..COOL..marce said he could come..CONFIRMED..melvin said he cudnt..but he could..if he followed me or daniel..well..the other two were going for friday..together with their church members n stuff {RBC}..so..it was cool..but me? hahaxx..dan said he cud hitch me a ride...gotta check wit my parents first laa..
after somemore crapping n laughing n MAPPLE?!? [thanks a WHOLE lot melvin =.= haha ] ...i decided to ask them to play a game..or some games..watever...^^
so first we played "chucki"..or w/e it's called..din reali work...n after a while..cudnt tahan anymore..i introduced them to my all-time favourite game...the SLAPPING-THIGHS GAME!!..lol...now that was a whole lot of fun..they caught the game pretty quick..then..daniel joined us...n we certainly had a GREAT time..honestly..i know i did...=P..hehehh..then..it got quite easy..so we wanted to play using father's names? wadlaa..hahahh..too hard..n there was some problem..so we decided...FAVOURITE FOOD!!...XD [n seriously anoop aka marce is an awesome thigh-slapper haha]
so we did have an enjoyable time..thigh-slapping and all...dan suggested that we have a combined cf prayer group next week [full support from me!]...n book the hall...hopefully that will happen..hahh...
i know i know..u're probably thinking..wadlaa..CF-prayer-group?? n they play games? wad is that man? well..trying to have prayer each week wasnt working at all..so i thought maybe a few ice-breakers might help..then they would be more open to share n pray..yupp..i certainly see bright future in this! i'm actually considering to make my cf group not only as a prayer group..but also like a care-group..like the one in yp..heh..but i knoe..i'd better concentrate on the main things first..=)
nex week we're planing to use the hall like i said...n mayb sing some songs [WORSHIP songs]..since there's a piano there..n dan cud prob bring his guitar or sumthing,...that wud b cool...
so yeah..my semangat semakin membara now lahh....n yeah..now..with these four F1s...things might go better then i thought..since they're all so open..haha..hopefully they will lahh..
neways...things coming up..:
- sports day?
- EASTER! i'm getting baptised people! woot!
- exam results? out dee lahh...terrible i tell u..hah..
- pee-em-are
- aaron's wedding..[shudders]..aunty yim lie? i think i cant lead the whole song thing...sorree!!
that's about it i think? hehehh..shall update later!
signing off,
zoe..
