Start Again ; Sam Tsui.
I guess you never really were there in the first place.
You’re still holding a broken heart,
but if you let me in, Baby, you can start again.
And don’t go telling me there’s no second chance,
You’ll understand when you take my hand,
Baby let me in, I promise we will start again.”
Yes, I probably have too many accounts. Facebook, blogger, twitter, tumblr, msn etc.
God's agape love is the greatest love of all.
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Psalms 4
1 Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness!
Be gracious to me and hear my prayer!
2 O men, how long shall my honor be turned into shame?
How long will you love vain words and seek after lies? Selah
3 But know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself;
the Lord hears when I call to him.
4 Be angry, and do not sin;
ponder in your own hearts on your beds, and be silent.
5 Offer right sacrifices,
and put your trust in the Lord.
6 There are many who say, “Who will show us some good?
Lift up the light of your face upon us, O Lord!”
7 You have put more joy in my heart
than they have when their grain and wine abound.
8 In peace I will both lie down and sleep;
for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.
Psalms 5
1 Give ear to my words, O Lord;
consider my groaning.
2 Give attention to the sound of my cry,
my King and my God,
for to you do I pray.
3 O Lord, in the morning you hear my voice;
in the morning I prepare a sacrifice for you and watch.
I will wait on You, Lord. No one else. :)
Depends.
Labels: (:, bible passage, God, sustain, thanks, trust
Backs from bible camp. If you ask me how BC 2010 was, I'll give you the same answer I gave everyone who asked.
"Amazing. Great. Fantastic. Special. Meaningful. Refreshing. Emotional. Interesting. :) "
HAHA. yupp, this year's bc was definitely special. Digging deeper into His word. Things revealed to us. Unmasking people. Everything. Camp felt like it was over wayyyy too soon.
I was in team ZADOK with Yew May as big sister, Ai Lyn, Emmilyn, Kah Wei as Big Brother (again), Lemuel and Zac as Asst. Big Brothers and Ben. The rest of the people we got know better by the second day lah.
My team, of course, was AMAZING. simply truly wonderful people. :)
Will do a post on bible camp (i really hope i keep to it) soon. When Christine posts up the pictures. I MISS YOU GUYS!
Labels: BIBLE CAMP, fun, God, lovess
Security pulls you together. Gives you form but at the same time lets you lose. Because you know you've got it. You don't need outside opinions or others' assurance.
You're confident, knowing you lack nothing. Security lets you feel safe. Loved. Cared for.
When you're secure, your faith doesn't waver. You trust in that thing that gives you security. You don't seek attention or dwell in self pity.
God's love gives you security. It's the best thing ever. It was from forever till forever. Will never end. Let's you know who's in control. That He's got you. You've got someone covering your back. Jesus' work on the cross. It's the securest thing you could ever want. He died and rose once for all. :)
"You think your boyf / girlf loves you? Well, JESUS loves you 1000 times more than that."
Fill Yourself With GOD'S Love.
cuddles.
The Heart Never Lies - Mcfly.
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I've got peace like a river
I've got peace like a river in my soul
I've got love an ocean
I've got love an ocean in my soul
I've got joy like a fountain
I've got joy like a fountain in my soul
I've got peace and joy like a river
I've got peace and joy like a river in my soul.
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This week has been hectic. So many things have happened. SI (die).
St. John's.
Prefects 2010 / 2011.
Just when I thought I could take everything off and put all this aside,
I lay it all down to take it up again..
This time with bigger and greater responsibility.
Tough?
And just when I was wondering what my week was all about, Jeff put forth the question off service. Service to the LORD. What is my role?
-Still thinking.
I have YOUR strength with me.
Wah, down.
Labels: adolescence, challenges, frustration, God, growing up, help, look up, sustain
okay. enough about floorball for now. :)
i miss floorball SO MUCH.
if you happen to be bored and stumbled upon this blog,get a life and eat some pork.
CLICK. and play. :D
good song. will do yourself a favour by listening to it. nyaaaaa.
Labels: christian, glad, God, nice, random, song
I finally have to face it. sooner or later. i pick now.
the big question is ..
IS floorball taking me away from God? and my studies?
it's so hard to bring yourself to acknowledge that something so huge in your life is finally taking its toll on you.
since the time i first got introduced to floorball, it's been close to half a year. i don't know, i somehow didn't really have a flair for floorball neither did i have a liking for it immediately. slowly, after constant urging from pei li and aso, i finally made it. 27th february was my first frontliners training. it was awesome.
sure. i love 300 with all my heart. that i cannot deny. i love the little kids. their like family. but .. the sport? i feel so guilty saying this but, 1). i don't htink i'll go far. 2). i've tonned down so much. not an advantage no more. 3). it's tkaing me away from the most important things in one's life.
if ever anything replaces my main love, or becomes top priority apart from God, then that thing has to go. i say this not because i live it, because i know it's the right thing to do. i'm not righteous, i don't have a clean record, nor am i perfect. but the matter of fact is, God comes first. when i die, it's not floorball i'm gonna take with me. that's not what's gonna get me to heaven.
truly guilty now. HONEST. kuan yang, if you happen to read this. i know, my bad. i don't know. i guess it was pressure? i'm sorryyyy. i need time ot sort stuff out. might be taking a break from floorball to get my priorities straight.
this stinks. floorball was the main thing i had, considering i don't have a boyf and all.
but right, I DON'T KNOW NOW. geez i failed. blah.
gotta take a breather. set things right. if i don't have floorball, honestly speaking, i won't die. i won't go to hell. but if i don't have God, my creator, how can i live a single day?
dilemma-ed. gone. exams coming. psshttt. DIE.
Labels: confused, depression, disappointed, emo, faith, floorball, frustration, God, sad
Blessed belated new year? *grins sheepishly*
yeah yeah.. i know lah abit very late. been busy mah. :P
so i'm a year older already. that's what january babies get. aww sad, no? we grow old so fast. *shakes head in disapproval* TSK.
i did get alot of birthday wishes though. x]
THANK YOU to those who remembered. :D presents?
the first week of school was FUN. it was. orientation with the form ones was exciting, tiring and challenging. :) but still FUN. xD
so i sorta kicked of the year with:-
- prefects.
- vice pres. of st. john's.
- secretary of music club.
- ajk for floorball.
no i'm not bragging. it's alot of work seriously.
owh, and not forgetting, a whole lot of stress from and FLOORBALL. xD
i had talks with jason and pei li. frontliners it is. i don't know how many times i've said that, but this time's for real. =]
CF. first meeting of the year's tomorrow. God bless the meeting i pray. (:
honestly, my walk with God at just the beginning of the year hasn't been what i would have wanted. the fire keeps growing so dim at times and i start to wonder, what kind of christian am i if i'm not spending time with my creator?
ming hwee asked me the question, " do i have a heart for souls? "
i hesitated before answering. do i really have a heart for souls?
maybe i do. on the surface. thinking about it all, it's opened my eyes. looking at some of my best friends, spending such wonderful momments with them. isn't this what i want in heaven? aren't these the people that mean so much to me? wouldn't i want the best for them? would i want to see them suffer next time? for eternity?
the answer is no. i want my grandparents saved. my bestfriends. even people i don't know. sometimes, my heart aches when i see peole who claim to be christians not living the way they should. and i don't have the right to judge, but i question their salvation sometimes. i really do.
having said that, i check myself. wadabout me? am i living the way i ought to? as a free person not under the bondage of sin anymore? is this liberty too much for me to handle?
"my chains are gone. i've been set free. my God my saviour, has ransomed me.
and like a flood, His mercy rains, unending love, amazing grace. "
so what is my response to this great love? this agape love?
i'm trying slowly, to change. to spend time with God. to listen to Him.
- work has been piling up. homework that is. x] ahh!
a few things i dislike.
- the top part of the floorball stick coming off when you play. annoying weih. xD
- getting demoralised by pei. thanks to my big mouth. (:
- having no mood to play floorball or captainball. like NO WAY. :O yes, it does happen.
i just discovered that i'm best at midfielding. for most games. i'm normally centre or midfield. not usually forward. (defending is a nono because i'm too short. xD )
yeah. 'cuz i can't score. hahah. i mean, i shoot direct balls. and being short is not an advantage when i score that way. they prefer lob balls. which, i'm terrible at.
why? coz i hate lobbing balls. xD partly cuz i can't. haha. they just too slow for me. =D direct balls - my best play.
yes, excuses. x)
okay, enough about games. xD
i have stuff to post, recent one-liners i had. shall post them up another day. BAHAH. you know i never seem to be able to post what i say i will. :D
school tomorrow! cf & floorball! and chem, bio, physics and add maths on the same day. HOW COOL IS THAT?
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