Cross country took place this morning. Got 1st placing. Definitely an achievement even though the top runners like Sonia and Shazliana didn't run. But my timing wasn't impressive. Quite embarrassing for someone who got first place actually. Oh well, being contented. :)
He came up behind me. He overtook me, but turned back and gave encouragement. "Come on! Keep going." And it meant so much to me.
Post Cross Country.
WE SO LALA. ^^V
(Except Lim who looks so yeng. :P)
Lala pose #2. The KY pose! :D
;Tired.
Proud of her. :)
Lala pose #3. :)
BABIS 
FOR LIFE. ♥
Yes, a very memorable day indeed.
Thank You, LORD for keeping us all safe. And for guiding me every step of the way. I couldn't have done it without You.
I hope you guys are proud of me! :D
Good Friday; Easter.
What are their significances to you?
Labels: :D, awesomeness, babis, friends, school, songs
Yes, DA songs were somehow connected to my situations.
First it was Crush.
Then, A Little Too Not Over You.
Then, Falling Stars.
And now? The Other Side Of Down. :)
I will survive.
God, please guide me.
Random bits of songs stuck in my head for some time now. been singing 'em like crazy. :D Sadly, most people don't get meee. LOL.
"I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok." - Please Don't Go ; Mike Posner.
"Take my hand, close your eyes, With you right here, I'm a rocketeer...
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyyyyy." - Rocketeer ; Far East Movement.
"Two.Zero.One.Two." - 2012 ; Jay Sean.
"Cause baby you're a firework, Come on let your colours burnnn." - Firework ; Katy Perry.
"All eyes on me when I walk in, No question that this girl's a TEN. Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful..
Aye, now do the pretty girl ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCKK!" - Pretty Girl Rock ; Keri Hilson.
LOL, I've been singing the 'now do the pretty girl rock' part over and over. NOBODY gets me though. THAT SONG ROCKS. *points to previous post. :D
my brother was so adorable back then. I was.. SMEXY. and my dada? he's HOT. :D
Go SWAT!
thanks to certain persons, i am now liking GG. and i thought i never would. o.o
GEE, RUN DEVIL RUN and OH. are playing in my mind. and were playing in my mind during the physics exam. ngeh. yupp, they are HAWT. :D
Labels: :D, k-pop, random, songs, WHOA
this guy is totally awesome. go and listen to every single one of these videos. :D especially if you know the songs. WHOOSHH.
Labels: :D, cool, depression, music, nice, random, songs, WHOA
For me it happens all the time..
Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all..
It’s a quarter after one
I’m all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call
But I’ve lost all control
And I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without
I just need you now.. "
I treasure you. ♥
Labels: emo, people, songs, stuff, unlabelled
the hols are here. i kicked of my hols in a very interesting way. =D went for the
PENANG BRIDGE INTERNATIONAL MARATHON
this year! woohoo! no, not runner, as a st john volunteer. HAHA. still.. :P went to the headquarters at 10 at night on saturday. had roll call there. met up with the people from my school. at 11 plus, we took a bus to queens.
yes, my station was at base. :) base was queensbay. so, i could actually see all the participants before and after their events. cool, no? mom and dad didn't want me to be on the bridge anyway. so thank God. :)
PBIM was sooo fun. i saw friends there. *grins*
saw the half marathoners: joshua, chris, alan, bing hwang, justin, edward and penny!
quarter marathoners: camy, weng tatt, weng yee, chee yang.
fun runners: melissa and yuun xuan. (didn't see kah heng and jon though).
so much for being a st john's volunteer. i didn't do my job. i feel so embarassed and guilty. hah. then why DID i do? i waked along the finish and starting lanes. gave support to the half and full marathoners. (cheerleader / sideline semangat giver.) saw josh, chris, bing and justin during the race.
joshua had cramps, which was such a waste. chris and bing walked back. justin was so tired when i saw him. was super worried cause he finished late. when he ws nearing the finish line, i went "go justin! come on! you can do it!" and he went " wanna die de lah! cannot tahan!" HAHA. was super glad seeing him finish the race, WALKING, not in an ambulance. haha.
after the runs, lepak-ed with camy, melissa and yuun xuan in queens. yes, we were stinky and sticky. xD waited for dad to come outside coffee bean. chatted. when dad came, we said our goodbyes and hugged, then they walked to xuan's house. i went to church for a while to fetch mom and brother, saw the guys. HAHA. they looked tired!
yes it was a great experience. :) thinking of joinning the half marathon next year too. think i can? :P haha.
random thoughts.
- i think we shouldn't keep saying we miss the people from school. we should enjoy our time now. it's the holidays. how can we not enjoy that? i've been taught to enjoy the present and not dwell too much on the past. what's the point. it's over. think about the future, and enjoy the present.
- i miss my babis. eulene and boey. yes, we're all in this situation of trying to forget someone. it stinks i know. we have each other though. don't ever forget that. :)
- i feel like having j.co's food now. donuts and ice-cream yogurt sound so good.
- floorball trainning next week. monday and wednesday. not that i think i have what it takes to make the cut, but i'll try. so it's most likely bye bye to SUKPEN for me? i'll go as supporter lah. what i do best anyway. xD HAHA.
- eulene sings very nicely. she makes every song she sings have that jazy feel to it. and that, is SO COOL.
- floorball on friday was nice. jay sern and syahmie came. :)
- he finished earlier than his brother. WOW.
- had a great time with the three girls yesterday. thank you!
- i didn't eat or drink for 24 hours straight. that's like a whole day. WHOAA.
- form 4 maths is killing. how do people survive these things? o.o
- tania's flying across the ever vast and blue ocean. i forgot where to. but anywho, she's still flying. HAH. she's gonna miss SUKPEN, floorball trainnings, and and.. US. :P
- thank you jo-nyee and hilary for waiting on the last day of school. means so much to me. xoxo.
- BIBLE CAMP is in approximately 19 days!! we lack guys. GUYS put your names down NOW.
seriously, if you trust me. go and listen to:-
miley cyrus ft david archuletta - i wanna know you.
adam lambert - time for miracles.
keri hilson - energy.
orianthi - according to you.
five for fighting - this dance.
Labels: awesomeness, floorball, friends, fun, holidays, lovess, randomness, songs, stuff, whee~
paparazzi, live accoustic. ♥
really good. watch the whole thing. never knew lady gaga had so much more in her than i thought. yeah i think she's good. VERY. and her fashion. :D
everything- lifehouse. yupp, GOD has to my my everything. i don't care what you say. heh.
RUN THIS TOWN. rihanna, jay-z feat kanye west. thank you DARmesh for telling me about this song. yesh, it is nicee.
yes, i cut my hair. =) watch me VAIN.
haha. yes boey, the fat on the cheeks. (: i'm getting fat heh. so what? i don't care.
Labels: HEH., holidays, i don't care, songs, stuff, updates, vain, whee~
soooo.. i was asked to update.? .____.
♥s..
rihanna - te amo
taylor swift - coz u belong with me
shayne ward - some tears never dry
planet shakers - running to you
david archuletta - zero gravity
jordin sparks - battlefield
kris allen - no boundaries
kris allen - apologize
kris allen - she works hard for the monehh
black eyed peas - boom boom pow
michael jackson - smooth criminal
sean kingston - 911
enrique iglesias ft ciara - taking back my love
miley cyrus - the climb
nicole scherzinger ft will.i.am - baby love
beyonce - halo
bo bice - the real thing
leona lewis - forgive me
U2 - pride in the name of love
david archuletta - a little too not over you
casting crowns - praise you in this storm
AWESOME GOD
jordin sparks ft chris brown - no air
linkin park - new divide
steven curtis chapman - i will be here
=)
not enuf time wit u..
coz YOU belong with ME..
Can u see that i'm the one hu understands u,
Been here all along so y can't u see?
You belong with me...
You belong with me..
coz i love u so..but ahh, we can't be together. o.o
Labels: depression, sad, songs
hurtingg.. yeah. hurting ALOT. dunno how much worse it's gonna be tmr. aiyahh..
pendek kata, i told him that we can't be together coz i'm a christian, he's not. ok fineeee.. i told my fren to tell him that.. still, he knoes. and she said he's SAD, reaaaal SAD. aiyoyooo.. so yeah. but well, GOD comes first. everything else, BEHIND. so i'll let GOD take control... painful... hu asked me to get involved? padam muka, =(
thanks so much for ur concern guys. :) i luv u!.
I WILL BE HERE - STEVEN CURTIS CHAPMAN
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here
i'll still be here..
GOD please take control..
Labels: depression, GOD is in control, sad, songs
FIFTEEN.. - taylor swift
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors
it's so appropriate.. hopefully i'll come to my senses to like in the song. ;) hahahh.. EMO-ness within..
