Best Hari Sukan ever for me and the rest of the Form Five Syahbandarians. CONGRATULATIONS, SYAHBANDAR FOR DOING SO AWESOME-LY WELL THIS YEAR! We topped the other sports houses. :D Victory is so sweet. Finally.
Rawr ; Natalie ; Pak.
Team Awesome. :)
:D
Two golds, one bronze each. Nyeheh.
Tired. But one very proud Syahbandarian.
God is good.
Cross country took place this morning. Got 1st placing. Definitely an achievement even though the top runners like Sonia and Shazliana didn't run. But my timing wasn't impressive. Quite embarrassing for someone who got first place actually. Oh well, being contented. :)
He came up behind me. He overtook me, but turned back and gave encouragement. "Come on! Keep going." And it meant so much to me.
Post Cross Country.
WE SO LALA. ^^V
(Except Lim who looks so yeng. :P)
Lala pose #2. The KY pose! :D
;Tired.
Proud of her. :)
Lala pose #3. :)
BABIS 
FOR LIFE. ♥
Yes, a very memorable day indeed.
Thank You, LORD for keeping us all safe. And for guiding me every step of the way. I couldn't have done it without You.
I hope you guys are proud of me! :D
Good Friday; Easter.
What are their significances to you?
Labels: :D, awesomeness, babis, friends, school, songs
Been listening to this song over and over and over again. John Mayer you ROCK.
okay, so here are some pictures from prefect's dinner '10. not the best quality, but the best memories. (:
Nat! <3
My girlf. Diana. ♥
Table 4 the awesome awesome table. :)
Caryn ; Zoe ; Zara.
Soulja Boy Mellem. HAHAHA.
Last Minute Crew. :D
We so rock.
♥ Afiq.
Happy Deepavali, people! :)
"She comes and goes and comes and goes like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows she's slipping through my hands
She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away?"
♥
Labels: awesomeness, bee-jay, lovess, prefects, school
i totally messed up my add maths and bio papers. and, tomorrow there's physics, chem and bm. oh shucks.
watching your favourite (well duhh) awesome school girl's floorball team play is not fun. it sucks big time.
on the other hand, playiing floorball in baju kurung and loose shoes.. hm, interesting, but all the same annoying.
trying to defend while kangkang-ing your legs. whoosh. not easy. xD
this saturday. i don't want it to happen so fast.
yet at the same time, i can't wait. darn.
Labels: (:, bee-jay, blah, exams, floorball, school, stress, sustain
wahh stress. exams on wednesday, thursday and friday.
KFSPP on saturday. hols start on the 4th too.
our guys team bee-jay bahaya got fourth placing in KFSPP. lost to hamid khan thunderboltz.
SXI lunatics lost to pfs in the finals. super super sad. both in penalties weii.
Labels: adolescence, bee-jay, challenges, disappointed, floorball, sad, school, tough
I love it when it rains. I love the smell of rain. it gets you so refreshed. you feel so good.
and you can sleep very nicely. x)
'rain' was one of the topics given for our english essay writing. no i didn't choose it. cause i had too little time to think of someting bombastic. but my essay would've been something like this:
About a girl, who'd been in the hospital ever since she was young cause she had some illness and it hurt when she moved her lower body. they had tried to carry her on a wheel chair outside before, but it hurt too much that they couldn't take her out off her bed at all. she always looked outside the window of her hospital room, observing what happened on the other side of the white walls she knew too well. sometimes, she would see faint little droplets falling from the sky and was told that it was called rain. she had always longed to feel rain. only being able to stare at it at a distance from her bed to the window, she wanted more than anything else to be able to go outside for once. to see how other kids lived and to feel the soft patter of rain on her skin. to be able to jump in puddles of water and to carry an umbrella all seemed like a faraway dream that would never come to materialization. *blablabla...* so anyhoo, in the end, they sumhow manage to wheel her outside one day, and it so happens to be drizzling. and she lifts up her face to the sky, closes her eyes, and feels the soft rain drops hitting her forehead and cheeks. " Ah, rain. Rain at last. It feels so good. "
BUT. i hate it when it rains and you wanna play outdoor games. especially tennis and captainball. boo.
good night.
Labels: blah, emo, people, randomness, romantic, school, story, unlabelled
kew: " you were very quiet that day. "
zoe: " so.. really? i was thinking mah. "
kew: *grins and smiles* " yalah. you normally talk ALOT mah. "
zoe: " yeah i normally talk alot. cannot think and talk mah. *pauses and gasps* so that means i don't think when i talk. (which means i don think most of the time. since i talk alot) xD "
kew: *LOL*
ah pei li. she thinks i crap alot. uh, which i do. :D
moving on... i have been going to 4 arif for three weeks. or so. and yeah, there's pain. duh. it's obviously not what i would have wanted, not going my way. and that makes me down so much of the time.
but you know what? it's all going away. God has helped. alot. i've learned to be more hardworking. xD ( i actually do homework nowadays.) i've learnt to enjoy nureen and nina more. before they leave. i still talk to hari like the good times.
what worries me is when nina and nureen are gone. i guess i could mix with the girls and all, but it wouldnt be the same. i'd feel unwanted. not-in-the-gang. it's just, they have their stuff to talk about. and like, i'm not part of the gang. hey, obviously, you don't want some girl barging in your privacy just coz her friends left for boarding school right?
not that i don't talk to them now, but it's just not the same anymore. i wish eulene and the form fives were in my form. :(
okay. so for those title readers, you be wondering what it's all about. i've sort of pondered. last year, it was fun, thrilling, full of ups and downs. the time i spent with that somebody, it was satisfying. but i never really questioned myself, what would happen when it all ends?
it's all coming now, and i can feel it. distance. barriers. we don't even talk anymore. it's like he never cared. never cares. HAH. i know, my fault for getting involved. the pain and hurt after the joy. i don't want that anymore. not after another broken relationship. i've experienced enough of those. and yes, being the long-winded me. i've FINALLY come to my conclusion.
6 months.
yup, i can do that for six months. i'm not gonna get my feelings involved. no BGR for that period of time. EASY, no? hahah. at least 6 months is my goal lah. it'll save me from heartache, wasting time and energy and i can concentrate on homework. xD (homework has got to be my favourite thing to do now) :D
now you may say, aiyah. six months only wad, it's not like u get a boy knocking at your door everyday begging you to be his gf right? WRONG. lol. what i mean is not liking anybody, eros way. not even thinking about getting involved. girls spend way too much time on this. at least i did? x]
so that's it. my resolution for the time being. SIX months whole. no lovey-dovey. i doubt i'll live to regret it. =)
i have school tomorrow. :O tuesday floorball training with miss kew. weds maybe floorball training for seniors. and friday, for the juniors. i have syahbandar on wednesdayyy. :( i don't like house practice. hahah.
i love yoghurt. PEACH and MANGO flavour. strawberry is getting too common.
none but Jesus ; brooke fraser.
Labels: adolescence, floorball, funny, growing up, love, school, stuff, unlabelled
so yes, i better blog about this before i forget. haha.
yesterday, bersamaan dengan 30 october 2009, was an AWESOME day indeed! yes yes.
so fine, went to skool in the morning, lame mesyuarat pengwas stuff. got stuck in the dewan doing silang kata? (whatt??) then had spot check. blablabla.
right after skool, i walked to the foyer and had some words with yee. he called me elephant leg. (EL) whatt?? lol. and then i saw, TANIAAA. and eulene! we waked to tania's dad's car parked in the school compund there, waiting nicely for us ME. haha. sorry i came out abit later?
then we headed off to RUIN tans's house. it was so cool. her house is like SQUEAKY CLEAN. like, SQUEAKY. haha. right eulene? xD
had lunch. McD KFC. yeaaah. thank you mrs. Loke! haha..had our "new" nuggets (whatt??) and cheesy wedgies wedges. LOL.
then eulene got down to doing her favourite, disturbing people about their love life. haha. target? TANIAA. and she was like, soo, tans? WHO DO YOU LIKE? and tans kept avoiding that question. bahahah.
eulene ; tans ; me
".. who DO you like, tania?.."
".. hmm, i like the guy who created cheesy wedges! and the guy who invented KFC!.."
".. whatt? colonal sanders?.."
".. eulene, don't get distracted. =.= "
".. owh okay lol.. sorryy.. c'mon tania. properly lah. "
"..hmm, i like the guy who invented chilli sauce. and mashed potato! yummyyy.. blablabla.."
".. owh? you like jason don't you? *does the eyebrows thingy* "
".. mm? *acts innocent focusing on the mashed potato.."
".. ahh, jason invented mashed potato! "
"whatt?.."
".. owh really? so i like jason IF HE DID invent mashed potato.."
*eyebrow thingies again*
...
" hah. is it a guy named JASON? comonnn.."
" yupp. starts with a J, ends with an N and has an ASO in the middle.."
" bahahah! ASOH! lol. ASOHH!!.."
*all three burst out laughing. eulene and zoe making weird sounds with 'ASOH'*
yeah, we went, umm, high and hyper. :D roflol-ed around. then we went to tania's room and used the computer. eulene HOGGED, i repeat HOGGED the computer. x] just kidding. we took control of tans's computer. and she went like, " heyy..stop it! my computer! " then they chatted with some people. HAHA. *coughGARYcough* and *coughDANIELcough* yes, eulene's bf. =]
tania kept going ".. ahh! 45 more minutes! i can tahan!.." "..10 more minutes only! yes!.." she doesnt want us in her home. T.T fine tans, we won't go to your house again. =.= HAHA. as if. XD later, eu and i changed in tania's owh-so-long toilet. (:
left the house around 2.40? eulene in tania's TIGHTS and her 'ballet' shoes. yes, fashion disaster LOL.
reached MSN, then saw the sonias and pei. headed to the court. and guess who i saw??!? DANIEL BOEY and NG OLIVER JOHN EUN LI LOBATON. =.= right. i was stoned for a while. sheesh you people.
got warmed-up. met the guy named J-ASO-N. :D and chris koh and penny!. haha. chris and the other gurl are state / national players kay! don't play play! LOL
then we got down to CAPTAINBALL. awesomeness i tell you. HAHA. had loadsa fun. the court was super slippery what with our shoes not having any more ' flower'. so yeah, being so smart, i took out my shoes and socks. ran around chasing people. haha. oliver makes a great defender / guard. :D
overall, we won captainball. :) *smirks* not even 30 minutes after captainball, i got my blister. super uber PAINFUL. grr.. no fun at all kay. rested for 5 minutes, then got briefed on the basics of FLOORBALL.
divided ourselves into four groups and started playing. was fun. but not as fun aas captainball...for me? hehe.. maybe coz of the blister that made it so hard to run. in SLIPPERY SHOES. =.=
floorball was, interesting. really. pei li and boey, top forms eh? tans, eureka and sonia. all the pro players lah. >.< they were obviously two levels above us. :) as said before, tans has really good control of the ball, and passes precise and at great speed ACURATELY. whoa. eulene was so blur! hahah. she kept letting the ball go into the goal. LOL much. our team lost EVERY GAME. xDD ahaha!
still, we had ALOT of fun. later had some talk from chris and edward while resting. got challenged to start our own floorball team in school. :) yeah. we can do it BJ-ians! or BJies! haha. (joke)
pei closed, prayed then we got ready to leave. while waiting, we filled up aform and chatted. ASO was showing his bboy skills to boey and some of their physical trainning techniques i think. then they got to SHUFFLING. =.= "..he's a baddd shuffler.." (joke) haha. as if i can do better. but hey? i'm just sayinggg. x)
squashed into the van.. then headed back to school. on the wayyyyyy... i'm telling you....
"..eh, that guy ah. in the yellow shirt one. honestly lah, he handsome right?? *eyebrows* "
"...." <---- everybody else
"..eh seriously lah.. haha.."
".. hmm, okay lah he.. not bad i guess?..what's his name? *asks some more questions*.."
"..aik aikkk!! you're interseted eh??!? *eyebrows again* "
".. nolah! i was just wondering lah! ish.. i like gay guys lah.."
" he's what? "
"..umm, he macho lah."
" AIK AIKKKK!! woo! everyone give her a clap! "
".. swt lah. =.= *talks to sonia*.."
".. eh, sonia asks what's his age?.."
". aikkk! see see everybody! woohoo!! she's on fire! somebody stop her!!.." he sounded exactly like the mask. (jim carrey)
".. =.= i was just asking lah lol.."
" ahaaa!!! :P aikk!! don't needa hide lah. i can let u get close to him. gonna be your future coach anyways. :D "
".. nono!! i was just wondering. owh nevermind. >.< "
".. *LOLS like mad*.."
yeah. teruk lah ASO ini. reached school. everybody had fun in the van. =] thanks to a certain ASOH. :D yes, chris is 24. and ASO? he's 27! whoaaa. :P
and that's the end of a totally ROCKING day. :)
u guys made my day weih. seriously.
a big thank you to, tania's parents, mr and mrs loke, taniaa, :D eulene, =) and PEI LI. yes pei. for organising everything and all. thank you, GOD for making such a wonderful day!
*shall post the pictures up after tans finishes uploading them. (:
Labels: awesomeness, cf, friends, fun, school, whee~, yay
