Do you really? really?
Is there that much hope in me?
That much trust, that I can do it?
Are you sure this time, like how you're never wrong..
Is it true that you really believe in me?
Why all the weight on me?
Are you overestimating?
'Cuz it's ME we're talking about.
Don't know whether to be proud,
Cause I have no confidence,
I doubt I've got what it takes, unlike how you say I do.
Coz everytime i try, it's like i'm failing. falling. like i can't get it right at all. no matter how hard i push i seem to fail.
But I've gotta add some spirit, gotta add some life.
Gotta have that self confidence, that passion, that drive.
I trust what you say,
Cuz if i don't believe you, if i don't agree,
It's like I'm bringing you down..
But it feels like for the first time,
Someone actually believes in me now,
That I can do it.
I'll show it.
I'll prove it. To you and to the world..
That your belief in me was REAL.
though i don't see it or get it now, i won't give up. cause someone actually thinks i've got talent. that i have what it takes.
though i myself doubt it.
HOPE. it drives you.
i'll try my very best. if you say i can, i believe i can.
my aim is SPARTANS.
Labels: 300, faith, floorball, frontliners, GOD is in control, hope, spartans, trust
i'm hungry. deal with it.
i hate exams. they suck the life outta me.
CRAP.
i want to play floorball now. :(
Labels: blah, floorball, nonsense, randomness
Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
'Cause it's OK to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you'd love to know what it's like
Wouldn't you
What it feels like for a girl
Silky smooth
Lips as sweet as candy, baby
Tight blue jeans
Skin that shows in patches
Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world
For a girl
Hair that twirls on finger tips so gently, baby
Hands that rest on jutting hips repenting
Hurt that's not supposed to show
And tears that fall when no one knows
When you're trying hard to be your best
Could you be a little less
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world
What it feels like for a girl
Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world
For a girl
In this world
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
What it feels like in this world
I almost cried listening to glee's version of this. sorry.
ily, babe.
Labels: confused, emo, frustrated, sad, song, stuff
So here's how i spent my saturday. :)
woke up at 5 sumthing in the morning? couldn't get back to sleep. hmm. so i texted ahem to ask how prefects camp was so far. then he ran out of credit? o.o
so yeah. waited for aso till 9 o'clock. yes, ming hwee the ever early. got to pbsm and started training. we did SBS. go figure. :P
ten minutes into training, i got banged by kyle. LOL. got scratches all. feels like a bruise. ah well. i still love kyle. HAHAH.
then we did three on three. FARNEY weih. tristan dunno how to hormat girls wan. keep whacking people. TSK.
THEN we did power play. four on two. but skola cina changed it to three on two. and we got pwned by tristan and murugesu. they are good. kids yang amat berpotensi. :)
had some discussion after that outside while fireBRANDS used the hall for their training. saw beverly there. the prettiest she-man-est girl. =D
after ky was satisfied, we went to makan. ky, mikey, algin and me. ate at that place opposite shang-wu school. the sukpen place. :D awesome.
it was quiet and all. until suddenly, SUDDENLY, kuan yang started lifting his one dollar bills to the light, examining them. hahahaaaa. so i started laughing la. FUNNY OKAY. then he turned and asked sternly, " eh why just now so muka masam, now can laugh wan? " O.O
**note to ky: eh, people not talking and concentrating on food is not called muka masam okayyy. =P
after we makan-ed, we sent algin home. next stop was mikey's .. but we got stuck in traffic jam.
" wahh, it took us 14 minutes just to get down here from the bridge. " XD
ky was as usual, playing his korean girl songs as background music. you could hardly hear it.
we got talking about floorball and football and then it was silent. and i went
" eh, you don't listen to radio ah? mind if i change? " (coz i don't exactly fancy whiny songs, all sounding the same. and i don't even understand them.)
ky bagi green light, so i switched. first he put light fm. *snores*
so i changed it lah. fly fm is waaay better and more familiar. :D
THEN THEN THEN right, you could hear some sound coming from the back seat. humming. and occasional singing. xD ahem.
some avril song came on, (and since avril has those sopy korean girl type of songs, the type ky likes, he obviously knew the song) he started humming to it too. then all of a sudden all three of us were somehow singing to the song. farney i tell you. coz why?
coz i never knew mikey or kuan yang could sing. or were actually musically inclined. awesome weih.
after being stuck in jam for close to an hour (although it didn't feel like it), we dropped mikey off and headed to my place. oh did i mention? i got some dude's last year's jersey. LOGAN. LOL. they're huge, both the pants and top. the pants is like XXL or sumth. wear to sleep? xD kiddingggg. kuan yang don't kill me if you see this.
bathed, then went for youth. movie day. so we watched this movie called ' Come What May' i loved it. although there was alot of intelligent conversation, the content and main ideas were touching and so real.
" If you don't think you wife is precious, you won't treasure her and won't treat her well. "
" When does life really begin? " overulling Roe vs. Wade.
" If you give yourself to a man, you want him to treasure you with all his heart. "
Go watch it. *thumbs up.
So that was my awesome day. what did i get from it? a bruised cheek (ilovekyle), lower body muscle ache (what with all the bending and getting up), some shockalingam (i still can't believe they sing) and thoughts from a good movie.
Thank you God.
talk to me - keri noble.
Labels: :) hepi, :D, floorball, frontliners, fun, funny, high-ness, lovess, nonsense, people, spartans, whee~
For me it happens all the time..
Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all..
It’s a quarter after one
I’m all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call
But I’ve lost all control
And I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without
I just need you now.. "
I treasure you. ♥
Labels: emo, people, songs, stuff, unlabelled
First you hold my hand, then you hug my waist, then you kiss me on the cheek. You say I love you, then leave me hanging. hmm..
So KUAN YANG bugged me to update. and update i shall. tsk. school's been a big stress bringer[?]. fortunately i have people out of this world to bring my head up there too. yesss. escape the stressss. LOL. sorry, i crap. :D
yes nyee, R.N. is hot. the fair dude is okay la. hahah.
i screwed up my oral today. LOLLL. i did something about AIDS? or bloodstream and bodily fluids? lol the word crime originates from the word 'crīmen' in latin which means 'charge'. :D i know i rock talking about oral hereeee. :)
i just found out wei jian is a fantastic buddy to have in an ever-boring class. he can totally sing with me man. like, i burst out singing some random song and he sings along. HAHA. oh oh and andd.. i sleep in class. ALOT. everytime i start snoozing off, he'll go " eh, prince you know who charming's cominggg. " and i immediately hide my lips in my shirt. lol you don't geddit? go figure. :P
i had a butt cramp today. i know, how is that even possible right? ** coz your butt so big mah** oh shush. xP you're just jealous you don't have a nice butt like mine.
and if you don't think that was weird enough, the butt cramp affected only one butt. (one side lah) LOL. so i was walking in a very awkward position around school today with euls and dabi. yesss, the cramp lasted for a very loooong time. hahah!
nyee was my saviour in class. coz she saved my bottle from being taken hostage by wei jian. TSKKK.
ahh. music club was fun today. " i wanna be a billionaire.. so super bad ... " xD
♥s Eulene Ooi.
Labels: :D, awesomeness, friends, funny, lol, music, nonsense, skool?, whee~
okay. so i am blogging in a very cacat condition now. :) and yes, i know, this post very late. hahah.
so anyways i don't have much to say about the match except that tristan, marcus, walson and most importantly KYLE did fantastically well that day. awesome job kiddos. :D
we were abit shaken though when patriots sored their only goal of the day. but later the guys went on their scoring spree and PHEW we pulled it of. yes, MoM was kyle matthew murugesu. xD
tania got her MoM award. team captain weih. CHEYYY. hahaha. and yes, you guys did very well actually. :)
and eulene. haha my e-abi so blur on court. xD
i must say spearhead did very well against firebrands though. and boey, team captain actually scored against them, their goal-keeper bryan. the ever amazing. :D
so, keep it up, guys! :)
worthy is the LAMB.
Labels: :) hepi, 300, floorball, shock, stuff
