coz YOU belong with ME..
Can u see that i'm the one hu understands u,
Been here all along so y can't u see?
You belong with me...
You belong with me..
coz i love u so..but ahh, we can't be together. o.o
Labels: depression, sad, songs
hurtingg.. yeah. hurting ALOT. dunno how much worse it's gonna be tmr. aiyahh..
pendek kata, i told him that we can't be together coz i'm a christian, he's not. ok fineeee.. i told my fren to tell him that.. still, he knoes. and she said he's SAD, reaaaal SAD. aiyoyooo.. so yeah. but well, GOD comes first. everything else, BEHIND. so i'll let GOD take control... painful... hu asked me to get involved? padam muka, =(
thanks so much for ur concern guys. :) i luv u!.
I WILL BE HERE - STEVEN CURTIS CHAPMAN
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here
i'll still be here..
GOD please take control..
Labels: depression, GOD is in control, sad, songs
FIFTEEN.. - taylor swift
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors
it's so appropriate.. hopefully i'll come to my senses to like in the song. ;) hahahh.. EMO-ness within..
:)
a song.. from me, to u.
~tell me you love me, i cant wait any longer, oh please, tell me soon..
coz this feeling that we're getting further is stronger, y cant, u feel it too?
coz if u dont, tell me soon, i'll feel i'm losing you..
isi hati saya. :] altho that's not the situation ryte now, but the song was calling me. xP yeah. i even have the chords.. hahahh ask em to sing if u wana hear it. :P
only GOD can cure this broken heart of mine..
i'm hurting inside. for there's a time for everything. and now, a time to mourn..
coz i be zoe..
Labels: depression, frustrated, sad
kem integrasi kokurikulum..
♥s..
yeah.. i shud be there ryte now.. but noo.. wad am i doing here??? crappping. and chatting with mahdi lah.. but that's beside the point.. ahh..owh well.
today was well.. i dunno lah. CRAPPY. yeah. i'm just so sick.. of it all. when will this ever end??
OWH GRAVITY! WHY CAN'T WE SEEM TO KEEP IT TOGETHER??
haaa.. aiyo u shud be proud of meeee!!.. :D
i ♥ u
urmm.. so yeah. i ish currently learning teh RUBIK's CUBE!! whee~ yay me. i think i'm gonna get it. xD hopefully i will. SOON. lol
hahaaa.. i'm confused lah, seriously. maybe i don't even wanna knoe..
thanks babes...u guys realli rock! but i don think i'll be asking... anytime soon.. and i dun think it's gonna work out in a gazillion years. yeah. VERY PESSIMISTIC now. haha. on the brink of goin into emo-mood. xD but i shant.
nyee and camy and zaa. ♥s yeah.
thanks for teaching teh rubix! : ruben, weng yee and camy. :D
i feel so lamee.. ><
for it has been our command that we "Go forth into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.."..
xDDD
UPDATES!! and well, random stuff. xP
whee~
- so yeah, exam results? horrible. xD
- i havent been handing in my reports for the CF meets. xD hahaaa
- CF was awesome ytd. i was reali touched. GOD make me more like JESUS. let us all worship Him in Spirit and Truth! haha..
- i lost my camera. =.=
- hari koperasi was well, okay lah. hari wud have been funner. :P
- i have msn! whee~
- i have a sayang now. :D
- uhh..hahaa..i'm still going for hari anugerah tho. owhmygoodness..
- i'm so hepi for camy. ;) hepi? haha.. lol..
- hanin and sai lo had a fight. i'm not sure of the outcome EITHER. xD so dont ask. haha
- my blog is kinda dead..
- i luff zaa and camy and nyee.
- hosanna by hillsong rocks!
- ausie teachers came and went to skul! ahh..
- currenlt no more folios. xD all hantar-ed. hahh..
- peeemar is like, so near! nono!! hurmm..
well, itu saja nonsense saya untuk sekarang. xD shall update ltr..lol
zoe..
Labels: randomness, updates
