Just when I thought that all those times you called my sayang were just my imaginations. And just when I was almost able to convince myself that you never really did text me or call me 'leng lui'; I remember this:
"Who you talking to now lah?"
"Hm.. Some leng lui lah. Haha."
"HUH?! Who la? Which leng lui? I also wanna see! :P"
"Uh.. you wanna see ah? Go and look into the mirror la. :P"
Me: Darn. You got me. xD
YES, I'm not gonna deny this, I miss you. Not fully over you.. YET. I will overcome.
"On the first page of our story,
The future seemed so bright,
Then this thing turned out so evil,
I don’t know why I’m still surprised,
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though you’ve lost your mind."
- Love The Way You Lie Part Two.
That guy who makes you feel beautiful even when you don't feel so. That guy who somehow manages to see how beautiful you are when you're at your worst or when you're sweaty and stinky.
That guy who is able to make you feel so special when you feel like the most insignificant person in the world.
"Are you worried about what others will say about your situation? Are you too self conscious to care about what that someone feels? Are you honouring God in your relationships?"
Answers.
STATE training later. Cannot go. Too down de.
*Laughs.
Labels: lol, pictures, randomness
Down. Honestly, losing your first game of the day sucks. Big time. Super down.
Anyhow, the good news is that SWAT CSI got second placing in Wave Challenge girls' category. (CLAP CLAP)
AND, BJ BAHAYA Boys' Under-18 team got first placing. AWESOME NO? :D Very very VERY proud of the boys. :)
Apart from that.. SAD. Just sadlah. Although, I do feel that my team gave our best especially in the last two matches. We did great, pumped up ourselves and overall felt OKAY lah about losing.
Still not fully over losing, but the 'wound in my heart' is healing slowly. :P
Doing my best to keep a good face, and not get so upset over it. People kept asking: "Eh.. Win ah?" And I kept going: "Nolaa.. Didn't even get past the group stage."
Surprised that they had such high opinions of me. HAHA KIDDING. (insert vomit by Eulene here). Still, thanks for all the encouragement guys. :)
I love my friendly people. Okay that came our wrong. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. :D More like it. Totally. They is rocking.
Special thanks to Natasha Neoh Babi, Don Shakir, Radin Fazlan Amir, Eulene Ooi Noob Pig and Dabi Boey Pig for making my day so much better. :)
Thanks Sarah Khoo too for being such a great manager, giving all that encouragement and being an amazing friend to us today.
THANK YOU EVERYBODEYH! :D
Special thanks to you too. :P
Feeling a lil' bit high now. WHEE. Wave Party tomorrow!
St. Johns rocks, people. :D
Labels: down, randomness, sad, wave challenge
Me: *sings Black and Yellow* Uhuh.. Ya'll know wha this is? Blackandyellowblackandyellow.
Ming: Eh.. Actually what's that song about la?
Me: Uh.. Actually I dunno also.
Ming: Some guy on youtube said it's about blacks and asians.
Me: Hm.. Yeah what I thought. *continues singing. Points to herself when singing the black part*
Ming: You calling yourself a black?
Me: YES. I was BORN black, I talk black, I act black, I have a BIG BLACK BUTT, etc..
Ming: Ohh.. Yeah your poop is black too, you specs are black, your eyes are black, your--
Me: Oh SHUSH. I got it already. *sings at the top of her lungs*
Ming: Yeah you're a black who speaks yellow.
Me: NO.
Ming: Fine.. Yellow who speaks black.
Me: NO. -.- I'm a black who LOOKS yellow. :D
Ming: HAHAHAHAH. ROFLOL.
My brother so rocks. :)
Labels: roflol
And all that you touch tumbles down.
You wanna be, a LOSER like me?"
- Youthwave in 9 days!
- Division II starts this Saturday. SWAT's first match on the 2nd. :)
- Prefects' Camp on the 8th and 9th.
- The holidays have been quite relaxing. A change to the usual hectic lifestyle.
- Wouldn't it be great to be someone else's boss? :D
- I miss playing with Frontliners.
- Jill Quek is so... AMAZING. Seriously.
"Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right.."
I need to UNMASK.
Labels: emo, events, floorball
Do you ever think about the future? What do you see?
I see you.
Labels: emo
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right?"
Shucks gonna miss things like these when I get out of school. :(
Fortunately I was in the same group as Calvin. (wahheverynoisylo) LOL
Nehoo, been watching Glee videos over and again. Ah, good stuff indeed. :)
LOL I have some of the best classmates ever.
Me: Eh.. What's Volksraad? :D
Salman: Uh uh.. The Majlis Rakyat something something one..
Me: Yupp. Sebagai langkah kemerdekaan and---
Apolst: EHH. WHAT'S HOOK'S LAW? SNELL'S LAW?
Us: ... -.-
LOLOL. Yes, they rock. (:
Iridescent - Our new theme song. WHEE.
Salman cepat go learn how to sing the rap part of 'I Need A Doctor'! :D
Valerie - Glee. :)
*Yes.
*Names?
*Nutcase1.jpg and Nutcase2.jpg.
Labels: crazy, nonsense, randomness, whee~
Has been playing in my head over and over again. He has the sweetest and most touching story ever. Could seriously cry just listening to his testimony.
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see,
How every single promise I keep,
Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't..
When it's love Yeah, you say them out loud,
Those words, They never go away,
They live on, even when we're gone..
And I know an angel was sent just for me,
And I know I'm meant to be where I am,
And I'm gonna be,
Standing right beside her tonight,
And I'm gonna be by your side,
I would never leave when she needs me most..
What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't..
When it's love Yeah, you say them out loud,
Those words, They never go away,
They live on, even when we're gone..
Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
And I'm gonna be here forever more,
Every single promise I keep,
Cause what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most?
I'm forever keeping my angel close."
Labels: (:, beautiful, love :), sustain
Labels: (:
i'minatthecurrenttimeeee."
Labels: randomness
