admitted. i've been selfish all this while. yes, there were times when i thought it was pointless. like there was no need. i didn't see the whole picture. it's slowly sinking in. i'm trying, gasping for every bit of awareness. that will open my eyes.
i'm praying God will touch me through floorball, like never before. that a huge revelation will come to me. that i will know my purpose, and when i play, i know what i'm playing for. why i'm there. and i'll stand CONVICTED.
i watched glee, and suddenly realised, when you have feet that can stand by themselves and that function properly, no matter how much you take them for granted, they WORK. imagine if your feet couldn't function at all. and you're in a wheelchair.
i'd stare and regrets will flood me everytime i'm watching a match. cuz i wish i could be there again on court. playing just like the rest. i'd regret not giving my best, 110% on court when i had the chance. wouldn't you feel the same?
you may not have the fastest or swiftest or most well-positioned legs ..
but if you give your 110%,
that could be all the legs you need.
thank you aso. thank you so much for all you've done so far. i've realised how much i've dissapointed the people that put so much effort in this. regrets hit me hard.
i'm trying and it hurts. real bad.
Labels: challenges, confused, floorball, frontliners, GOD is in control, revelation
