still. it hurts..
              
            
          
                    
           hurtingg..  yeah. hurting ALOT. dunno how much worse it's gonna be tmr. aiyahh..
pendek kata, i told him that we can't be together coz  i'm a christian, he's not. ok fineeee.. i told my fren to tell him that.. still, he knoes. and she said he's SAD, reaaaal SAD. aiyoyooo.. so yeah. but well, GOD comes first. everything else, BEHIND. so i'll let GOD take control... painful... hu asked me to get involved? padam muka, =(
thanks so much for ur concern guys. :) i luv u!.
I WILL BE HERE - STEVEN  CURTIS CHAPMAN
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear 
I will be here 
If in the dark, we lose sight of love 
Hold my hand, and have no fear 
'Cause I will be here
I will be here 
When you feel like being quiet 
When you need to speak your mind 
I will listen 
And I will be here 
When the laughter turns to cryin' 
Through the winning, losing and trying 
We'll be together 
I will be here 
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up 
And the future is unclear 
I will be here 
Just as sure as seasons were made for change 
Our lifetimes were made for these years 
So I will be here 
I will be here 
And you can cry on my shoulder 
When the mirror tells us we're older 
I will hold you 
And I will be here 
To watch you grow in beauty 
And tell you all the things you are to me 
I will be here 
I will be true to the promise I have made 
To you and to the One who gave you to me 
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up 
And the sun does not appear 
I will be here 
Oh, I will be here
i'll still be here.. 
GOD please take control..
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