Always having to be that cheerful person, when your friend needs you the most. being there for your friend. it's perfectly fine.
but has your friend ever wondered how you feel? how hard it is to keep cheerful and give you advice? when she has her own problems.
sometimes, being a close friend is great. and having one is fantastic. but have you ever thought about that person's own feelings? whether she has her own problems? do you ever bother to ask?
i'm sorry. i don't mean to be such a pathetic loser. but yeah. i feel like that right now.
and yeah, my thoughts are in a mess right now. i'm very mixed up and not thinking very straight. forgive my unorganised post. blehh.
i am gonna die of depression one day. not suicide, like that footballer though. :)
Labels: depression, frustrated, negativity, people, why?
