Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wishlist.
Wongfu Productions' I Heart Nice Guys t-shirt! :)
Probably XXS or XS.
Scarfs. :) Forever 21 scarfs are nicee. But, pretty much any scarf is good.
Steph says I will need one during winter in Australiaa.
Flare dresses! LOVE EM. Especially lacy ones with belts. :D
OH THE WHITE AND BLUE ONES ARE SO PRETTY.
I want to buy one before I leave, but I can't seem to find the right one... Cheap. HAHA
(Ps, if you're wondering, that's Belle in blue from Once Upon A Time. :D)
Ohmygoodnessss!
Just recently developed a liking for lacy and floral print dresses and skirts!
Couldn't find any pictures of nice floral print clothing though.
OH LOVE THESE.
Heels! And wedges for that matter. :D
Been needing a pair of heels, for when I wear petite things like dresses and skirts.
And a pair of flats. Since high heels are bad for your back (as mom says),
flats are better I guess. Although I'll have to find the right ones with good support too heh.
Obviously, I'm not brilliant at choosing shoes, so I'll need to go with an expert. :P
BAGS! Seriously, I need a nice good one, which I can carry out for any event.
And goes well with feminine clothes.
Really now, my accessories are somehow never feminine. -.-
....
And there you have it, one very girly post, about girly outfits and whatnot.
GOD is in control, 4:49 PM.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Butt-dy.
This person has stuck with me through a lot.
Vaining partner, super perasan mangkuk. :P
Proper post coming up soon heh
GOD is in control, 3:05 AM.
Monday, January 14, 2013
New.
It's a new year. A new start, a new chapter in life. I'm moving out (well, sort of.. temporarily anyway) from home.
I can't believe I'm actually leaving now. Never dreamed that it would be this soon. After all these years of studying in school, then it was college and now I'm going to university.
I'm honestly going to miss Penang. So many memories here, growing up. Everything I care about, everyone I care about, almost everything I know is here in Penang and in Malaysia. But I'm going to leave it all.
At first, there weren't any positive feelings about leaving. All I could think of was about how I'd miss everyone here, how I'd survive there; and I worried about drowning there. :(
But now, after some thought and after time's wonders, I'm actually excited to leave for Australia in some ways.
I'm happy to leave Penang, to leave some baggage back here. To escape and not take it with me. Although a lot of it is still in my heart, I hope that leaving my home will be a symbol of my leaving all the heartaches, disappointments, bad memories and frustrations here too. Buried deep. I want to start anew there, with a clean sheet. I want to be free, and I want to let go of all the burdens weighing me down.
However, I am still very afraid to actually start my program and courses there. Because I know the first few weeks abroad and having to adapt to the new surroundings there are going to be the hardest things to do. I''ll definitely miss my family and friends back here. But I know I will also find new ones there.
I just don't know how I'm going to project myself there, to the people and to the church. My past might have certain impacts on some and might influence their perspectives of me back here. But over there, no one would know about all you've been through, not unless you tell them.
Sometimes, I fret and worry about going there, having to be independent and learn new things all by myself. I know I have God with me, and I know that the church I'm going to is one that can help me grow, but somehow, without family there to support and guide you, it's a whole new world.
Other times, I'm honestly glad that I'm leaving. To be frank, thinking about sad history or sad situations just makes me want to leave all the more. Because I'm human too, and I want to run away from things and circumstances I cannot change.
It's going to be tough, and I'm still in the process of mentally preparing myself for this departure. To leave behind everyone and everything I've known my whole life. To be apart from everyone I care about now, for once.
Before I leave, I hope I will be able to say this with full conviction: I'm ready.
GOD is in control, 1:57 AM.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
WILL.I.AM
Be the inspiration. :)
CUTE PORCUPINE.
So enjoyable. :D
This used to happen a lot last time. At least now I can sleep earlier. :)
Yes mom. And after I'm 18, till I get married. :)
HAHA This is so funny.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Oh, you people. :'D
GOD is in control, 1:27 PM.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
My December 2012. :)
PRE-U HOLLYWOOD NIGHT.
BABIS. ♥
BIBLE CAMP 2012; OASIS
Bethesda. :)
BACKSIDE SZE LYN'S BIRTHDAY.
CHRISTMAS.
BIBLE CAMP REUNION.
BAPTISM AND YOUTH FELLOWSHIP @ BLACKBALL.
I've been so blsesed throughout the year.
God has been such a wonderful God, faithful no matter what.
God has been real to me and has provided for my every need.
Jehovah Jireh! :)
Looking forward to an even more wonderful year in 2013!
GOD is in control, 4:13 PM.
