Thursday, August 9, 2012
Don't You Wanna Stay?
Never planned that one day, I'd be losing you.
Cause I never thought that you'd be mine.
And you were never mine.
Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven.
:)
Still my favourite of all time.
Just a few covers for your listening and entertainment.
Julia Sheer and Boyce Avenue are awesome.
GOD is in control, 6:56 PM.
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Pig In Me.
Me being me.
Stress level: Nearly Maximum.
Causes: College assignments, HSC trials, floorball, relationships, messy room.
How long more till I die? Unsure, already 75% dead mentally. Drained to the max.
205 more hours of hardship.
I can do this.
GOD is in control, 12:27 AM.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Don't Give Up.
How can your legs be light when your heart and mind are burdened?
When you're so scared to face your opponents that you're defeated even before the match has been played. When you don't trust your teammates. When you don't feel free to even be able to move on court. When your whole body feels like lead, and you fight to run. But worst of all, you fight to break the mental barrier, with the physical one still pulling you down.
You can't focus. You can't play. You can't breathe.
And all of a sudden, it's over.
And you're still struggling to get back up, to let reality hit you. To finally give your best, your best which never came. You struggle to breathe.
You struggle to hope, because hope is what keeps us alive.
.............................
Good game, Spearhead. You girls played well.
I need rest.
You feel the weight of the world on your shoulders,
You struggle to get back up and survive,
You struggle underneath that burden which is so hard to bear,
Your path is filled with obstacles and uphill battles,
And you fall.
Question is, do you get back up again and push on? Do you continue fighting, this time with renewed spirit? Do you give up and breakdown? I...
GOD is in control, 5:23 PM.
