ROMANS 12:2

Long Overdue.

2011-12-28T13:59:00.015+08:00

OKAY so FINALLY I have the mood to blog. SPM IS OVER! :D (Well, it was over like, a month ago but OH WELL.)

So I stayed up till 7am in the morning watching LORD OF THE RINGS part 1. :D

Then on Thursday headed of to KL. Saturday had floorball matches against Gang Bintang and Tyttobandy!Co. Won both matches. :)

Chilled the next week. And went to KL yet again the next week for Penang Girls' last two floorball matches. We lost against Foxy Blizzard but won against Her-ricanes.

So yeah, we got silver. Thanking God nonetheless. :)

Team Penang girls. :)

Budak yang senantiasa bersedia untuk meminjamkan blanketnya kepadaku pabila aku tengah beku di tengah malam.
Yang sentiasa membelikanku coklat dan makanan untuk menjadikan diriku gemuk. :P

Vaining with the girls in Sunway Pyramid. (Ithink)
Love these three girls la! <3

Bottom picture:
Yin Hoong, the crazy Korean girl who has her iPod in her ears 24/7 and sings super funny. :D
Sarah, the good buddy that I can chill with and talk just about anything to. 'Emo' buddy. :D

Left for home on Saturday itself after supper there. Reached home around 4am on Sunday morning.
Wanted to attend Sunday service later in the morning but parents didn't allow me to. They wanted me to sleep in since I lacked sleep.

Got up at about 10, repacked my stuff and got ready to leave for Bible Camp. Left the house at 11 something. Went to the orthodontist's first to do ze braces. Then had lunch next door and headed to CCC.

BIBLE CAMP WAS.. AMAZING. REFRESHING AND DEFINITELY FUN. :) I had A LOT of fun this year. Enjoyed myself thoroughly. Even though the activities planned out weren't very intense and were quite relaxing, we all had fun.
Learnt and experienced a great deal too.

I love my Road Runners group. <3

BLOG POST ON BIBLE CAMP AND POST BIBLE CAMP IN THE NEXT POST. :D

So after all the Bible Camp craze, had prom on the 21st. SO STRESSED OUT I TELL YOU. But Thank God everything's over and it all went smoothly. :)

Camy. Thanks for everything, girl. All the emo times, the sharing and caring. :)

Jodene. Friends since we were 7! :)
*Your stockings are still with me! LOL

Pose pose pose! :D

The girls. ;)
All blacks! ♥

Jezzxdin ; Me ; Hilary ; Ru Sern. :)
Hilary an I go crazy with Jezz a lot. Ru Sern just blurss. :P

My BUTT-DY! :D ♥

Chee Yang. The guy who knows my history, who makes me laugh and is there for me a lot of the time. THANK YOU, YANG KOR! :D

My 'half-date' for the night. HAHA
My bestfriend, Harivindren. I'm gonna miss you, kawan. :) ♥

24th December. On Christmas Eve we had caroling. Went to sing carols at 4 houses. On Christmas day had LORD's Supper in the morning till 10. 11am was Christmas service in church. We had lunch in church then headed home. I was so tired I slept for three hours.

At night, went to Sarah's place for barbecue party. Then slept over. We watched Nasi Lemak 2.0.

*Muah muah! HAHAHA.

Well, more like Sarah and I. Yi Xin and Natalie were too sleepy so they slept early. Next day, we woke up and headed to Taman Sri Nibong park for CAPTAINBALL. :)
Came back home, rested and then went to Uncle and Aunty Low's place for late lunch. Stayed there till 7 plus.

The next day, had BIBLE CAMP REUNION at Greenlane Gospel Centre. Had great fun and my longing for them temporarily disappeared. Had AWESOME food and great games. Thank you Zheng Zhao and Natasha Chan for organizing the reunion. Great job! SUCCESS! ;D

Today, went out for breakfast with Natalie, Ai Lyn, Cheryl, Chee Yang and Adrian.

Went to Nat's house to bake and after that, they came over to my place. We ate and ate and ate. :D And SANG. Love my girls to bits!

Sadly, the crazy outings and fun will be ending soon. College starts on the 9th.

SIGH.

That Girl.

2011-12-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Half crying while listening to this.

One part of me wishes we really could be together. The other part knows we can't.

I've missed you.

Me And My Hair.

2011-12-09T13:53:00.001+08:00

Yes, I realized that my hair is very much like Christina Grimmie's now. Not that I'm complaining.. But I prefer my old hair. heh

Wishlist.

2011-12-09T10:40:00.008+08:00

Thanks to Ai Lyn who got me hooked on this song. Heheh. And this singer. :P

And so, I shall just put up my wish list. For the sake of putting it up ~~and letting everybody else know what I would like.~~ :D

Pertama. I mau.. A BEANIE.

Ah, not very practical. But oh well. I like the comfort your head feels inside that beanie. You feel so snug in it. :D HAH

Something from the RyanHiga store. Something TeeHee. heh

Swag.

Moving on.. As usual, I'd still like that Chelsea jersey. Old design or new one, don't really matter I guess. :)

A camera. Need an easy-to-carry one. Although DSLRs do produce much better quality photos, I'd have to consider lugging it with me everywhere I go. So thus, I think if I had to choose, I'd pick a decent quality compact camera. After all, you have editing software. :)

A new floorball stick? :3

Don't really care about whether it's a new model or not. I'm not one to keep up with the Joneses.

A laptop. heh I'll prolly get one for college next year anyway. :D

New floorball shoes. :)

Oh, just a note to all you people out there. Christmas is NOT about gifts. Not just bout giving, having fun, getting presents, Santa Claus, kissing under the mistletoe and all that stuff people these days say.

It really is about remembering the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ into this world, more than 2000 years ago. :) It's not the exact date though. They just picked a date so that we could celebrate it annually.Without all the confusion and what not.

Thank You, Jesus, for coming into this world, for being my Saviour, for loving me so very much. Thank You for the salvation I can have in You. <3

A Thousand Years.

2011-11-28T13:07:00.003+08:00

"I have died everyday waiting for you,

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you,
For a thousand years,
I'll love you for a thousand more."

I'll love you for a thousand more. <3

Just A Kiss.

2011-11-24T20:51:00.005+08:00

The happy version. :)

Lovin' it. Amy and her rappin'. She dope, yo. :D

7 down, 2 more to go. Happy? MAYBE LA. My December is packed. Like super packed.

Stamina super low. Extremely low. VERY VERY UNFIT.

Old picture. Noob picture.

Secret Valentine.

2011-11-22T17:43:00.002+08:00

Crap. Add math tomorrow. I'm gonna die. Sigh

Physics pun tak habis revise lagi. Chemistry tak start pun. Bio sikit saja. Blehh

5 down, 4 more to go. The scariest 4. Goodbye people.

*sidenote:

Was looking through the old pictures of my schoolmates and me. Brings back a whole lot of memories. Half laughed, half cried.

It has all ended. IDK if I've used my schooling years well. But ah, I sure do not regret certain things. Things that gave me the sweetest memories ever. :)

IMY. HAHA the feeling comes on and off. Wish it would be off throughout and not come back. Logic gate = 0. Nyeh

Red Pom Poms.

2011-11-19T11:00:00.004+08:00

Hello people. 4 down, 5 more to go! :D

Happy? Possibly. HAHA

Feeling lazy now. Very.

Promises, Promises.

2011-11-14T19:08:00.002+08:00

"Just don't ever make me promises."

The happier version. heheheh

1 down, 8 more to go. :)

I'm crazy for not stressing up. BLEH.

The One That Got Away.

2011-11-13T16:12:00.001+08:00

I've made up my mind. Prom day. I'm saying goodbye.

Stitch By Stitch.

2011-11-11T01:44:00.004+08:00

"And I'll give You all my pieces broken,
In Your hands, there's nothing that you can't fix,
My heart is frayed, my scars are open,
So put me back together now, stitch by stitch,
Put me back together now, stitch by stitch."

People say they fake smiles to cover up scars.

Some say they fake smiles so that those around them don't get hurt.

Mine aren't fake. It's just that they could be more genuine.

:O

2011-11-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

My 'Oh really ah?' face.

My 'CRAP IS IT THE 9TH ALREADY?!' face.

5 more days, yo.

So Far Away.

2011-11-08T13:41:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna miss this bunch a whole lot.

Emo gila.

Our song. :')

For Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan, their late drummer who passed away.

"How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away."

Jiwang.

Everyone's so stressed and worked up about SPM. How come they don't see the things we're gonna be missing?

All the bestfriends, all the nonsense in class, making fun of the teachers, the gossip, the teasing, the keng-ing, the laughter, the tears, the fights, the discipline problems, the babi-calling, the 'lombong', 'ladang' and 'sawah' name calling, the doing homework at the last minute, Cikgu Sajiri's super funny syair singing, the eraser-throwing, the whistling at form 2 girls..

Sigh. I'm definitely gonna miss all that. Darn.

I can't believe how far we're all gonna be from each other. It'll be so different. Now we see each other everyday and take things for granted. We're gonna have a set of different friends, different cliques in the future. I wonder if we'll be able to recognize one another next time. hahah

Yupp, sedih.

Oh well, there's still prom. :)

6 more days.

It Will Rain.

2011-11-05T23:30:00.004+08:00

"Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain."

Guess what? It's been raining ever since.

It's always darkest before the dawn.

I could smile for you everyday.

We Found Love.

2011-11-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

We found love in a hopeless place.

And it would never work out.

I miss you. I honestly do.

9 more days.

Break Ups.

2011-11-03T17:00:00.002+08:00

Break ups are never easy, never nice. There are always reasons for everything, no matter how unreasonable the events may seem at first.

Think before you make your move. Prevention is better than cure. Love someone you know, not someone you don't. Cause when you find out who the real person is, you'll start regretting. Heartbreaks and heartaches are not easy things to cure. Why risk the hurt and despair? Cause everybody is affected by the decisions you make.

Don't play people's hearts. Don't mess with them.

Everyone deserves second chances.

"Now that you're gone, the world is ours."

Tear Us Apart.

2011-11-02T16:07:00.001+08:00

I think it's PMS. Suddenly so emo. Hurt. Very hurt.

And I thought there was nothing that could tear us apart.

*heartbroken.

Prom Date.

2011-11-01T15:16:00.002+08:00

Will you be my Prom date? :)

Regret.

2011-10-31T15:50:00.001+08:00

I wish that one day you'd look back and wonder just why you let go, and just how much you lost when you did. But, that'll never happen.

Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall.

2011-10-27T13:28:00.005+08:00

"I love you, you love me. We are happy family."

Someone's coming back today! :)

Dear Beanie Boi, take care and have loads of fun in Korea aight?! :D BRING BACK SOME HOT KOREAN GUY FOR ME PLEASE. :3 Kaythanks.

BEE-JAY BAHAYA!

Who You Are - Jessie J.

I Wanted Words But All I Heard Was Nothing.

2011-10-26T13:03:00.004+08:00

Current favourite songs. Some of which are plain emo.

Someone Like You - Adele

Inventing Shadows - Dia Frampton

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Jessie J - Who You Are

Not Like The Movies - Katy Perry

Gavin DeGraw - Not Over You

Fix You - Coldplay

Paradise - Coldplay

Every Tear Is A Waterfall - Coldplay

Princess Of China - Coldplay

Nothing - The Script

I Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

Yes, COLDPLAY, JESSIE J. and KATY PERRY rock. :)

Really missing floorball. I dream of it at least twice or thrice in a week.

Like A Diva.

2011-10-25T09:38:00.004+08:00

Like Celebrities, yo. :D

;)

I'm looking up towards the sky,

Letting go of what has passed us by,

Wondering whether to smile or scream,

Tell me, was it just a dream?

Mickey mouse and Darth Vader's grandma. Psshht.

Like JAGGAHHHH. :D

"I should be studying."

^ The line I've said 1032435464365043874 times to myself already.

What If God Was One Of Us?

2011-10-21T15:56:00.005+08:00

"What if God was one of us?"

Well, he was. Jesus came down to die for our sins. He was fully man, and fully God.

Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ.

Redeemer, Savior, Friend.

Heartless.

2011-10-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

Conflicts. Confusion. Needs. Depression. Breakdown. Revival. Prayer. Love. Compassion. Awareness. Hurt. Dependence. Surrendering. Letting go. Moving on. Breaking through. Thanking. Smiling. Experiencing. Understanding. Freedom.

Finally.

Inventing Shadows.

2011-10-16T15:51:00.003+08:00

The pose that keeps coming up. Half blur, half IDK what.

Dia Frampton is so sweet. Just.So.Sweet. :)

And yes, I SHOULD be studying.

She Will Be Loved.

2011-10-11T18:29:00.001+08:00

Oh yes. She will be loved. We just don't know by who yet. :)

Fix You.

2011-10-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

"When you try your best but you don't succeed..
When you get what you want but not what you need..
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse..

And the tears come streaming down your face..
When you lose something you can't replace..
When you love someone but it goes to waste..
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down below,
When you're too in love to let it go,
But if you never try you'll never know,
Just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.

Tears stream down your face,
When you lose something you cannot replace,
Tears stream down your face,
And I.

Tears stream down your face,
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes,
Tears stream down your face,
And I...

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you."

^ Sad.

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HAPPY.

I'm perasan and you know it. (:

Mr. Know It All.

2011-10-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

Back to being Miss Independent. :)

Someone Like You.

2011-10-02T19:55:00.001+08:00

"I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:
'Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead'
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah."

How To Love.

2011-09-13T16:59:00.006+08:00

Ze lala.

Currently going through trials. HAH. Yes, I seem mighty calm about it but ah,
who cares LOL.

Post on the awesome Merdeka 1 Raya celebration in school coming up.. MAYBE. Hopefully the rest of the pictures are uploaded soon. YES, post might be delayed due to obvious reasons. :D

I am blessed. Ciao, yo!

Blessed 80th.

2011-09-10T12:31:00.011+08:00

During the Raya holidays, balik-ed kampung and celebrated Grandad's birthday. :)

Had big makan for the big birthday boy. :D

Awesome desert:

Warm chocolate cake with molten chocolate inside, vanilla ice-cream and strawberry jam. :)

Vained like crazy:

THERE MY MACHO UNCLE. Hahah

Of loved ones:

He ain't heavy, cause he's my brother. :) ♥

Lol @ the two fingers behind. HAHAH.

Isn't she lovely? :)

Ming's creepy face HAHAH.

Blessed Birthday, Yeh Yeh.

To many more years of joy, blessings, good health and love to come.

The Story Of Us.

2011-09-05T22:30:00.006+08:00

The Story Of Us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end.

ANGRY ~~BIRD~~ ZOE.

When Vanity Strikes. Heh

Blackbird.

2011-09-04T16:02:00.001+08:00

Post to come on Grandad's birthday. :D

Try A Little Tenderness.

2011-09-03T14:56:00.003+08:00

Times are hard, yo. So try a little tenderness. :)

All Of The Lights.

2011-08-27T00:18:00.006+08:00

1 week holiday. Yay? Hm. One week away. Down.

"A day without you is like a year without rain."

Absence helps the heart forget. Howww. :/

Vain!

Remix of Ryan Tedder's original 'Not To Love You'. :)

Love Song.

2011-08-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

I love you like a love song baby. <3

Moves Like Jagger.

2011-08-14T14:33:00.008+08:00

How's everyone? :D I'm doing STRESS. SuperToxicRabbitStinkyShoes.

Anyhoo, been reading lately. And, feeling like a nerd is not that bad. WHY?! Cause.. CAMERON MITCHELL SAYS SO! HAHAHAHA.

That, my people, is Cameron Mitchell of the Glee Project. Or rather, he used to be on the Glee Project till he, well, pulled out. (ANDSAVEDDAMIAN! :D) But.. that's besides the point.

COVER THAT MAKES YOU WANNA DANCE.

I am, honestly blogging this blogspot just for the sake it. Cause people say they visit my blog and find out it's half dead (NAZAK?) Yeah. So.. welcome to Ibevain world. :D

Nerd swag. Woots.

KFSPP 2011; BJ BAHAYA!

2011-08-01T01:51:00.015+08:00

BJ BAHAYA DAN SEMEMANGNYA BAHAYA. :)

BJ BAHAYA girls, you all gave your best; and I'm very proud of all you.

I couldn't have asked for a better team.

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE BJ BAHAYA GUYS FOR GETTING 2nd! Don't worry, next year, you guys so gonna get GOLD. :D

Brace yourself to see.. Me being yeng:

SEE THAT? :P The only time I look like I'm able to Pwn Sarah. LOOK LIKE only. :(

YENG RIGHT!? xP HAHAHAHAHA. Okay syioksendirisini.

♥

Face offs, yo.

YAYY. I get a picture with Kuan Yang! :D Heheheh.

HAHAHAHAH.

Idlan: WHAT'S MA NAME? BOO-YEAH!

:')

Thank you, Ruben. For everything. :)

Unexpected.

:) Thank You, LORD.

Congrats to Syamim, Calvin and Marce for getting All Star awards too! :) Super proud of my boys.

:D THE.BEST.TEAM.EVER.

Blessed to have such amazing teammates. :)

The journey this year was a pretty tough and rough one, but definitely a memorable one too.

Thanks to our coaches, Penny Khoo, Christopher Koh and Edward Lim for all their guidance and support throughout these two years. To many more years to come.

My last KFSPP ended with a big BANG!

Proud.

Andrew Garcia.

2011-07-21T15:01:00.003+08:00

That is sooo sweet. :D

^ Ini.. EMO. hahaha

Forever Strong. :)

#255.

2011-07-12T16:09:00.003+08:00

I was feeling vainn. :P

Us. :) IA GAMES WAS.. FUNNN! :D

Tweet tweet. Hahah.

KFSPP IN 5 DAYS!

Right Next To You.

2011-07-11T16:26:00.001+08:00

"One day when the sky is falling, I'll be standing right next to you."

♥

Syahbandar Rock!

2011-07-06T14:48:00.005+08:00

Hari Sukan was on the 6th of July 2011, Wednesday. :)

Best Hari Sukan ever for me and the rest of the Form Five Syahbandarians. CONGRATULATIONS, SYAHBANDAR FOR DOING SO AWESOME-LY WELL THIS YEAR! We topped the other sports houses. :D Victory is so sweet. Finally.

Rawr ; Natalie ; Pak.

Team Awesome. :)

Two golds, one bronze each. Nyeheh.

Tired. But one very proud Syahbandarian.

God is good.

Baby Some Tears Never Dry.

2011-07-05T16:14:00.003+08:00

Baby..
Some tears never dry

I used to think that we could work it out
I used to think that if we had some problems
I always thought if there was love around
No matter what, I always thought we'll solve it

Now everyday we're in an argument
It's like a circle that don't ever end
We're keeping secrets and we're telling lies
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

Now what happened to our movie nights?
Girl, I thought that we would always have them
I used to make you laugh like all the time
Now I don't ever, we got a problem

Lately, you never ask about my day
And on the phone we got nothing to say
I get the feeling something's going on
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

Let's talk about
A way that we can work it out
Girl, we're running outta time
And the thought of a break up
Is tearing me up inside

We can work it out
If we talk about it
We can show the world
That you and I are fighting for it
We'll get through the worst
And I know we'll make it
If we stay together
We'll make it through alive

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

I miss you.

713.

2011-07-02T14:51:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

Mean - Taylor Swift

2011-06-30T22:15:00.004+08:00

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Turning Tables.

2011-06-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

Wanna see chubs? There.

#Down.

Happy Ending.

2011-06-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

Has it ever hit you that we were once so close? "But we lost it."

"We could have had it all. Rolling in the deep."
- Adele.

Coming Home.

2011-06-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

My holidays were.. well, pretty much PACKED. But good nonetheless. :)

St John's kenaikan pangkat, St John's Cadet Camp, Bio classes, Match against Ztec and trip to KL. VERY PACKED actually. Almost no me time at all. But I got things done.

5 karangans to finish. o____o

Big Girls Don't Cry.

2011-06-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

Phoenix.

2011-06-08T01:29:00.001+08:00

We gave it our best. Common Spartans, it's not over yet. It's the process that counts.

Frontliners we did well. Coach, I hope we made you proud. :)

Pei Li, you da (wo)man!

Where Do We Go From Here?

2011-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

"Pabila hidupmu terasa susah,
usah bimbang usah gelisah.
Semuanya terletak dalam tangan Tuhan,
tujuan hidup, makna hidup, oleh-Nya ditentukan."

Landslide.

2011-05-20T19:39:00.000+08:00

"We were having such a great time in the car. And yes, I was a bit tired so I decided to lean against the car window. Suddenly as we were nearing the U-SOYA shop, we passed by a familiar car; which I knew well.

Then there were those three seconds which seemed like minutes. You just got out of the car and yes, you saw me. Then we locked eyes. I tried to smile hoping you'd smile back and things would just be the usual on-the-surface-hello thing. But you didn't. And it seemed pretty awkward.

When we reached the U-SOYA shop, there was some nut honking away which was so super annoying. I kinda got over his annoying honking and walked to the shop thinking about the moment. Then as we neared the shop, I noticed you were there buying food. Darn. So I acted like was totally interested in / annoyed by the irritating honker, which became quite relevant especially since he honked a very loud honk for a whole good 30 seconds. Loud and clear I tell you. Sheesh that guy. Honking for no absolute reason, considering the lady whose car was blocking him was walking over to her car.. Right in front of him. -.-

I repeat, SHEESH THAT GUY.

Anyway, after the incident, the six of us continued on our way to U-SOYA. I just stood there, trying to hide myself. Cause it was very awkward. Couldn't go order anything since you were standing there, so I told Lene I'd go pick a table and sit down first. (Yes, it was absolutely unnecessary since only one table was occupied there.) Dabi came over and sat down, saying he wanted to go buy chicken rice. I buried my face in my arms and pretended to act sleepy. When you finally did leave, then only did I go order my food."

Got me thinking.

Not over it.

Someone Like You.

2011-05-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

Teaching. xP Oh Shahadad, you rock la. :)

*coughALL-STARcough*

HAHAHA! @ Idlan. Crazy funny expression. :D

YES, I am still depressed.

Nope, it's not the end of the world.

It was definitely very disappointing, but it's over.

I'm a fighter, and fighters don't give up.

Spartans' first Division One match is tonight. Come on Frontliners.

You guys can do this.

In a considerable amount of depression because:

- Can't make it for many of the Division One matches.
- Exams stink. After last Saturday, no mood to study.

Oh yes, I took the books out, put them on the table, and started crying. Very, very disappointed. I didn't know whether to be disappointed in myself or just the fact that I wasn't good enough compared to the others. I tried. I really really did. And honestly, I thought I deserved it.

DOWN.

2011-05-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

Baby are you down, down, down, down, down?

Yes. Oh yes, I very well am.

Dear John.

2011-04-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

"Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone."

- Sara Bareilles.

Priorities Change.

2011-04-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

"I really liked her lah. But priorities changed and all.."

I have nothing to say.

Christina Grimmie.

2011-04-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

Cross country took place this morning. Got 1st placing. Definitely an achievement even though the top runners like Sonia and Shazliana didn't run. But my timing wasn't impressive. Quite embarrassing for someone who got first place actually. Oh well, being contented. :)

He came up behind me. He overtook me, but turned back and gave encouragement. "Come on! Keep going." And it meant so much to me.

Post Cross Country.

WE SO LALA. ^^V
(Except Lim who looks so yeng. :P)

Lala pose #2. The KY pose! :D

;Tired.

Proud of her. :)

Lala pose #3. :)

BABIS FOR LIFE. ♥

Yes, a very memorable day indeed.

Thank You, LORD for keeping us all safe. And for guiding me every step of the way. I couldn't have done it without You.

I hope you guys are proud of me! :D

Good Friday; Easter.
What are their significances to you?

Pride.

2011-04-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

I am proud. Very proud. :)

YES WE SO AWESOME.

SWAT did a great job and played a great game on Saturday. We gave 'em what we got.

We fell, cramped, slid and cheered our mates on. Throughout all 3 periods.

NO, we didn't give up.

First two periods were tough though. Alot of pressure and abit of messy game play.

But we managed to pull through! *inserts applause*

Gonna have to up our game for the next two matches.

7th and 14th May. RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY MID-YEAR EXAMS. Sigh.

Great news? Mom says I can go for the matches.

"Once you've committed yourself to something, go all the way. There's no such thing as PPK."

:D YES, my mom's not all mean and green. HAH.

Runaway ; Bruno Mars.

Playing for Frontliners in Division One. Will prolly be benched the whole time, but oh, Coach KY says it'll be good experience to watch the games. Visual learning. xP

Considering deactivating my Facebook account. (:

:)

2011-04-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

There ain't nothing to lose. :)

Just hold ma' hand. ♥

Prefects' Camp was the bomb. Seriously. Less than three.

Shine A Light - McFly.

2.4.2011.

2011-04-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

What I got from yesterday's match:

Two grazed and bruised knees.
Lessons. Many lessons.
Humility.
Butt ache.
An enjoyable time with my SWAT teammates. :)

So yes, we lost to Trailblazers 2-3. It was definitely a tough and tight match. Yes, I am obviously disappointed since we tried so hard but yet didn't manage to beat the opposition.

But honestly, I feel that we gave our best. We really went all out and pushed ourselves to the limit. It was a great game and a great experience.

I'm sure there was a reason we lost too. I think God is still instilling the 'humility' value in my life. Other than that, I think He's teaching me to learn to accept defeat and not be a sore loser. I know that I've given my best and that I am a winner even though we didn't win the match. I gave my all; I ran till my lungs burned, I cheered my teammates on till the last second, and I didn't give up.

God is probably teaching me patience and teaching me how to depend on Him no matter what the outcome, win or lose. I'm sure, if we keep practising, He will give us victory, if not by winning the other matches, then definitely by some other way. But I'm very sure He has His plans installed for us.

I remember praying to God not only for victory, but also to most importantly keep all the players safe. And guess what? God answers prayers. He may not have allowed us to win the match, But He definitely kept everyone safe from harm.

I definitely was more able to accept the defeat this time. And I know it's cause I surrendered everything to Him. And His peace which transcends all understanding is in my heart. So I don't need to feel angry or worried that we lost. (: All in His timing.

Thank You God, for being the awesome and sovereign LORD that You are.

Even though we lost, it's much better to know that we played fair and gave our all, rather than winning a game the wrong way. It's alright, girls. We did great. Looking forward to the next match, we'll be back. STRONGER this time.

GO SWAT!

Leng Lui.

2011-03-31T19:34:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought that all those times you called my sayang were just my imaginations. And just when I was almost able to convince myself that you never really did text me or call me 'leng lui'; I remember this:

"Who you talking to now lah?"
"Hm.. Some leng lui lah. Haha."
"HUH?! Who la? Which leng lui? I also wanna see! :P"
"Uh.. you wanna see ah? Go and look into the mirror la. :P"

Me: Darn. You got me. xD

YES, I'm not gonna deny this, I miss you. Not fully over you.. YET. I will overcome.

"On the first page of our story,
The future seemed so bright,
Then this thing turned out so evil,
I don’t know why I’m still surprised,
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though you’ve lost your mind."

- Love The Way You Lie Part Two.

YOU.

2011-03-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

That guy who makes you feel beautiful even when you don't feel so. That guy who somehow manages to see how beautiful you are when you're at your worst or when you're sweaty and stinky.

That guy who is able to make you feel so special when you feel like the most insignificant person in the world.

"Are you worried about what others will say about your situation? Are you too self conscious to care about what that someone feels? Are you honouring God in your relationships?"

Answers.

Coming Home.

2011-03-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

STATE training later. Cannot go. Too down de.

*Laughs.

Down Day.

2011-03-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

Down. Honestly, losing your first game of the day sucks. Big time. Super down.

Anyhow, the good news is that SWAT CSI got second placing in Wave Challenge girls' category. (CLAP CLAP)
AND, BJ BAHAYA Boys' Under-18 team got first placing. AWESOME NO? :D Very very VERY proud of the boys. :)

Apart from that.. SAD. Just sadlah. Although, I do feel that my team gave our best especially in the last two matches. We did great, pumped up ourselves and overall felt OKAY lah about losing.

Still not fully over losing, but the 'wound in my heart' is healing slowly. :P

Doing my best to keep a good face, and not get so upset over it. People kept asking: "Eh.. Win ah?" And I kept going: "Nolaa.. Didn't even get past the group stage."
Surprised that they had such high opinions of me. HAHA KIDDING. (insert vomit by Eulene here). Still, thanks for all the encouragement guys. :)

I love my friendly people. Okay that came our wrong. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. :D More like it. Totally. They is rocking.

Special thanks to Natasha Neoh Babi, Don Shakir, Radin Fazlan Amir, Eulene Ooi Noob Pig and Dabi Boey Pig for making my day so much better. :)
Thanks Sarah Khoo too for being such a great manager, giving all that encouragement and being an amazing friend to us today.

THANK YOU EVERYBODEYH! :D
Special thanks to you too. :P

Feeling a lil' bit high now. WHEE. Wave Party tomorrow!

St. Johns rocks, people. :D

Love Love.

2011-03-21T17:46:00.001+08:00

She's so awesome right? :D

Imperfectly Perfect - Alex Lambert.

Black&YellowBlack&YellowBlack&Yellow

2011-03-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

Me: *sings Black and Yellow* Uhuh.. Ya'll know wha this is? Blackandyellowblackandyellow.
Ming: Eh.. Actually what's that song about la?
Me: Uh.. Actually I dunno also.
Ming: Some guy on youtube said it's about blacks and asians.
Me: Hm.. Yeah what I thought. *continues singing. Points to herself when singing the black part*
Ming: You calling yourself a black?
Me: YES. I was BORN black, I talk black, I act black, I have a BIG BLACK BUTT, etc..
Ming: Ohh.. Yeah your poop is black too, you specs are black, your eyes are black, your--
Me: Oh SHUSH. I got it already. *sings at the top of her lungs*
Ming: Yeah you're a black who speaks yellow.
Me: NO.
Ming: Fine.. Yellow who speaks black.
Me: NO. -.- I'm a black who LOOKS yellow. :D
Ming: HAHAHAHAH. ROFLOL.

My brother so rocks. :)

Get It Right.

2011-03-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

The days where I can cho siao are getting fewer and fewer.

Division II. I'm preparing myself for you.

"What can you do, when your good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down.

But how many times will it take for me to get it right?"

"I'll get you back when I'm your boss.
You wanna be, a LOSER like me?"

Youthwave in 9 days!
Division II starts this Saturday. SWAT's first match on the 2nd. :)

Prefects' Camp on the 8th and 9th.

The holidays have been quite relaxing. A change to the usual hectic lifestyle.

Wouldn't it be great to be someone else's boss? :D
I miss playing with Frontliners.

Jill Quek is so... AMAZING. Seriously.

"Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right.."

I need to UNMASK.

2011-03-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

Do you ever think about the future? What do you see?

I see you.

What I Miss Most.

2011-03-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

People move further and further away from you.

But in your heart you're still keeping them close. Closer than you'll ever know.

"What have I done? I wish I could get
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right?"

Here Comes Goodbye.

2011-03-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Most emo song ever.

12th March 2011.

2011-03-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

Went for St. John's Carnival on Saturday. SUPER FUN.
Shucks gonna miss things like these when I get out of school. :(

Anyway, we were put in different groups so that we could mingle with the others.
Fortunately I was in the same group as Calvin. (wahheverynoisylo) LOL

Had station games first, lunch, then treasure hunt and lastly, steamboat dinner! :D

Became assistant group leader (ROFLOL) which was actually quite interesting, considering the group members were all so quiet and Calvin and I were like two monkeys making so much noise.

So yes, obviously my babi went for it too. And since Calvin and Victor haven't uploaded the pictures yet, I'll just put up the ones Natasha took. :)

The red 'head band' had the word 'ren' (tahan) on it. :)

LOL her friend had the glasses so we put them on and vained. :P

Sementara menunggu steamboat bermula..

caption: O.O and >_<. HAHAHA

Lala wannabes.

Lean On Me - Glee. xD

Babi ; Useless ; Lousy. :D

YES, people never fail to have pictures of me being greedy.
~~(That's probably cause I'm greedy all the time, BUT STILL pfft)~~

Girl, you rock. Thanks for a great time that day. :)

I still want my STEAMBOAT! lol you go and clear everything so fast. :P

All in all, was a great day. Always loved St. John activities. Looking forward to the next camp! (if there is one)

Deuces ; Chris Brown

2011-03-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over. Yes, I did terribly. Totally messed up my papers. RAWR. Ah forget it.

Nehoo, been watching Glee videos over and again. Ah, good stuff indeed. :)

LOL I have some of the best classmates ever.

Me: Eh.. What's Volksraad? :D
Salman: Uh uh.. The Majlis Rakyat something something one..
Me: Yupp. Sebagai langkah kemerdekaan and---
Apolst: EHH. WHAT'S HOOK'S LAW? SNELL'S LAW?
Us: ... -.-

LOLOL. Yes, they rock. (:

Iridescent - Our new theme song. WHEE.

Salman cepat go learn how to sing the rap part of 'I Need A Doctor'! :D

Valerie - Glee. :)

# 222.

2011-03-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

*Rename files?
*Yes.

*Names?
*Nutcase1.jpg and Nutcase2.jpg.

:) Cause I rock that hard. And YES, sayalah Medusa paling hebat kerana saya membatukan orang.

Don't get it? HAHAHAH. Too bad for you then. :P

Gotta get get.

Landslide ; Glee.

Chris Medina.

2011-03-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

Has been playing in my head over and over again. He has the sweetest and most touching story ever. Could seriously cry just listening to his testimony.

I want a boyf like that too. One who wouldn't leave you no matter what happens.

How awesome is that? <3

"Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see,
How every single promise I keep,
Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't..
When it's love Yeah, you say them out loud,
Those words, They never go away,
They live on, even when we're gone..

And I know an angel was sent just for me,
And I know I'm meant to be where I am,
And I'm gonna be,
Standing right beside her tonight,
And I'm gonna be by your side,
I would never leave when she needs me most..

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't..
When it's love Yeah, you say them out loud,
Those words, They never go away,
They live on, even when we're gone..

Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
And I'm gonna be here forever more,
Every single promise I keep,
Cause what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most?

I'm forever keeping my angel close."

YES, CHRIS MEDINA ROCKS.

On a lighter note, monthly test starts on Wednesday. AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE ON THE COMPUTER? Blogging .___.

Old picture. :)

L.O.L.

2011-03-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HOORAY FOR NO MORE SPAM IN CBOX! :D

<------- *points.

Laugh Out Loud all you want. Things like these MATTER. :)

Imma be, Imma be, Imma-Imma-Imma Be.

Let go and let God.

I WILL SOMETIMES SAY NEVER.

2011-03-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

RUSTIN HIEBER! Oh Ryan.

Don't get me wrong, I like Justin Bieber. heh

Today, the 1st of March is JUSTIN BIEBER'S BIRTHDAY! :D

Incaseyoudon'talreadyknowthat.

"Iwillneversayneverunlessthecircumstancesareappropriateforthesituationthat
i'minatthecurrenttimeeee."

^ My favourite part ROFLOL.

Anyhoo..

People call this gay..

I say..

WOOHOO HEART! Blahh I wus bored. xP

Pretty stressed up lately. Exams in one week.

Cry Me Out - Pixie Lott.

Tong Hua.

2011-02-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

You make my legs turn to jelly,
my heart go off beat and you always make me feel special.
I love you. :)

This is for you my sayang,

Chilling.

Blame It On The~

2011-02-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLDD. I had a great time today with ma pigs. Bonding session namanya. :)

God is AWESOME. God WILL guide and lead you if you just let Him. Serious.

Life's been hectic. As usual. What's new right?

Wave Challenge. SWAT @ BJ? Wave Challenge or Prefect's Camp?
St. John's Carnival the day after tests end. :D

Glee Season 2 Episode 4 was.. Not bad. Sassy ; me likey.
"Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-al-chohol.."

After History class, I somehow like RENTAP now? .___. And my rentap's supposed to be ATHIF. LOL. Suami saya yang sangat.. sangat. IDK how to describe him. ROFLOL.

To Aawaisha sayang, thanks so much for the letter and the encouragement. Thank you so much for being there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. I'm definitely stronger now. I can make it. (:

Lost and Found.

2011-02-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

Ang Pow Nite '11. :)

Pigface / ~~Blowfish~~ FTW. :D

Currently lovin' Santana's Valerie cover on GLEE. Makes me wanna dance ahah.

Still likin' this too. EMOOO. :P

David Archuleta.

2011-02-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

Yes, DA songs were somehow connected to my situations.

First it was Crush.

Then, A Little Too Not Over You.

Then, Falling Stars.

And now? The Other Side Of Down. :)

I will survive.

God, please guide me.

Memoirs.

2011-02-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

Start Again ; Sam Tsui.

Somehow I just heard this song a few days before your birthday.

Neways, Happy belated birthday, dude.

Remember when you promised me you'd always be there for me no matter what?
I guess you never really were there in the first place.

“So don’t go telling me it’s too late to start,
You’re still holding a broken heart,
but if you let me in, Baby, you can start again.

And don’t go telling me there’s no second chance,
You’ll understand when you take my hand,
Baby let me in, I promise we will start again.”

On a lighter note, I have tumblr now! :D
Yes, I probably have too many accounts. Facebook, blogger, twitter, tumblr, msn etc.

Mah Tumblr. :)

Happy Belated Valentine's Day, people.

And yes, I somehow got myself a valentine & became someones valentine too. :D

Random stuff. Nyehh.

Oh well, for the singles on V day, it's alright.. cause..

God's agape love is the greatest love of all.

And that's what should matter the most. :)

Boredom.

2011-02-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

Chili moustache FTW!

Yes I had the urge to vain. Yes I am very vain.

Yes, you may not sue me. :D

I am bored & hungry. I have so much unfinished homework. And what am I doing here, you may ask? Blogging. :)

One Republic rocks. NO WAIT. Rephrase that. RYAN TEDDER ROCKS. <3

Not to love you ; Ice ; Gravity ; Lost and found (ft. Leona Leona Lewis)

I is bored.

Need You Now.

2011-02-08T01:58:00.000+08:00

I'm backk. After sekian lama menghilang.

CHINESE NEW YEAR WAS FUN.

Watched Glee Episode 2 Season 11 already. AWESOME. Seriously I tell you.
Really really good. After that long break from episode 10.. MAN THAT WAS GOOD. less than three.

Blaine (Darren Criss) from The Warblers is so amazinggg.

Check it out.

Bills, Bills, Bills ; Destiny's Child.

And Rachel & Puck's cover of Lady Antebellum's 'Need You Now' was the bomb. Seriouslyyy. :O

OK, that's not the full song but what the hey. Go watch the episode lah!

So yeah. Next episode coming out later today! :D Can'twaitcan'twait.

"I love you, Zoe Chow Zhu Qing and you know it. <3"
:)

FEBRUARY.

2011-02-02T03:30:00.000+08:00

..is here.

Wanna do away with all the girly-soppy stuff. BUT, this is too catchy. :D

~~JUSTIN BIEBER IS SO HOT.~~ Okay I'm done. :D

Happy early Chinese New Year, people! :)

My new year is greeted with tonnes of homework. RAWR.
Rabbit year.. SO what do we do?

We make rabbit sound lah. Duhh.

Talking to the Moon.

2011-01-24T17:57:00.001+08:00

"A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; to live a day without him & if she did it he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day without knowing he had only 24 hours so live because he was suffering from cancer. She went to his house the next day tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side:

'You did it baby, you can do it everyday.' "

"Old people at weddings always poke me and say "You're next." So, I started doing the same thing to them at funerals." ROFLOL.

Tried taking a moon shot that day. Turned out not too bad. :)

Inspiration: Bruno Mars.

I am currently occupied. Verreyh bussay. LOL

Finished BM folio. D:

CNY next week! :)

Jehovah Jireh.

2011-01-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

Today's the day i get so touched. So, surprised. So.. speechless.

Thank You, LORD.

Lighter note, Care Group outing YESTERDAY! :D

@pasar malam. :P

Great time with 'em people.

Hooi Siang.

Chic Pea Heng Kor.

Mah Ling and HS. Totally like sister like brother. xD

Stephenie ; Me. :)

The LORD provides, the LORD is real. The LORD is in control.

Psalm 23:1.

His Beautiful Timing.

2011-01-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

"If you truly believe in God's beautiful timing, then you would wait and wait on Him alone."

- Friend.

Aweshum.

2011-01-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

I-have-aweshum-nail. :D

Talking to the Moon ; Bruno Mars. <3

PKP SATU. :)

Eabi.

IMY!

In Ma Head.

2011-01-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

Random bits of songs stuck in my head for some time now. been singing 'em like crazy. :D Sadly, most people don't get meee. LOL.

"I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok." - Please Don't Go ; Mike Posner.

"Take my hand, close your eyes, With you right here, I'm a rocketeer...
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyyyyy." - Rocketeer ; Far East Movement.

"Two.Zero.One.Two." - 2012 ; Jay Sean.

"Cause baby you're a firework, Come on let your colours burnnn." - Firework ; Katy Perry.

"All eyes on me when I walk in, No question that this girl's a TEN. Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful..
Aye, now do the pretty girl ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCKK!" - Pretty Girl Rock ; Keri Hilson.

LOL, I've been singing the 'now do the pretty girl rock' part over and over. NOBODY gets me though. THAT SONG ROCKS. *points to previous post. :D

my brother was so adorable back then. I was.. SMEXY. and my dada? he's HOT. :D

Go SWAT!

PROM.

2011-01-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

WonderingaboutgettingadateforPROM.

why don't I have a super hot cousin-of-a-bestfriend who lives in Penang whom I can go for prom with? D:

And now I'm wondering whether to even go for prom. Hm.

All eyes on me when I walk in. :)

Superlikin' this song.

Waking up and reading a text from you first thing in the morning makes my day.

It really does. =)

Rocketeer.

2011-01-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

People used to say I looked like a malay in baju kurung last time.

What with the tanned skin thanks to being under all that sun back during my tennis days.

Mom even used to call me Aminah. LOL

Currently: Missing you.

Floorball tomorrow! First training ever for SWAT floorball club. :)

Forget you.

I Remember.

2011-01-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

I remember the times when we used to walk together along the school corridors.

I remember the times when you used to look at me and tell me I was a leng lui.

I remember the times we used to text till late at night and you'd fall asleep without replying. And the next day you'd feel guilty and say sorry.

I remember that time you guys came over and we walked down to play basketball ; that time you walked me back home even though we were very late.

I remember the times you'd stay online just to teman me on MSN.

I remember the times we would sit down together, and you'd teach me how to do the rubix cube. Or the times I'd fake trying to 'protect' you cause I was the Tai Ko and you were the Sai Lo.

I remember that time when you had to walk me back from band practice and I fell down and cut my lip. You were so worried and lent me your hankie to wipe the blood off so my mom wouldn't notice. And after that you called just to make sure I was fine.

I remember the days when you'd text me and tell me I suddenly came into your mind for no particular reason.

I remember that I was scared crazy after watching the horror video Melvyn posted. You were there to comfort me and I felt so much better.

I remember the times you'd walk by class and I'd stare at you as if you were a hero. Or the times you'd wait outside class for me, so we could walk down together for recess.

I remember how you'd always ask if you were disturbing me everytime you texted. I somehow do that too, nowadays.

I remember the times I'd look at you and call you the childish one of the lot.

I remember event days in school when we'd go around the school just talking about stuff after prefect duty.

I remember how I'd used to miss call you to see if you were awake.

I remember the times you and I used to call each other sayang.

I remember the one and only time we held hands in bilik agama.

I miss all that. And it's all coming back to me now. I miss you.

BIRTHDAY? o.o

2010-12-31T14:13:00.001+08:00

Like.. HOW BLUR CAN I GET RIGHT?

So yeah. Goodness, end of the year de. SADS.

I have like, soooo much to blog about. Will get to that.. when I can.

2011, you be a looongggg, tiring, stressful, emotional year. I BET.

BIBLE CAMP '11? I bet it'll be.. AWESOME. :D

Take care peeps! Have a truly blessed new year.

*p.s. Wish those you don't wanna lose next year.

TELL THEM YOU TREASURE THEM. :)

Falling Stars - David Archuleta.

The Star Still Shines.

2010-12-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

Christmas this year was meaningful. :) Interesting too.

SNGH & SAGH Youth Choir theme: The Star Still Shines.

Got random Christmas texts from people especially Bible Camp pepos.
FARNEY BETUL. :D

Pictures.

Our theme.

The EVER AMAZING AND AMUSING, Andrew. :)

The ever amazing #2. ALAN.

Choir @ Night @ SNGH. :)

That Little Baby!

Bing ; Zoe

IlooksogirlyI'membarrassed .____.

Natalie. :D

Tabs ; Zoe

SHAKE SHAKE! :D

CUTEST PICTURE EVER! :D

Hello panda biscuits. (:

*CREDITS TO STEPHEN(ie) GOH FOR THE AWEZUM PICTURES. :D

FELIZ NAVIDAD.

200.

2010-12-26T13:11:00.000+08:00

AH. Amazing, it's my 200th post for this blog. Since bible camp 2008. :) Wanted a change so yeah. [read first post to know my 'resolution'] :D

So, things have changed. But not the objective of this blog: To Glorify GOD. I believe I've been able to achieve this objective more recently.

Wadabout the blog URL, you may ask?

I want MY LIFESONG to sing to Him. :)

"Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign your name
to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You"

Blessed Christmas, everyone! :)

Bible Camp 2010. UNMASK.

2010-12-22T14:07:00.000+08:00

BIBLE CAMP 2010: UNMASK.

I have like alot of pictures.. So I shan't talk so much about camp. Just absorb in all the pictures. :D

I ♥ Recess Revolution ; I ♥ Taekwondo.

I ♥ Wong Yew May!

Michelle ; Melissa ; Zoe.

Thanks for everythiing, girls!

Emmie mommy ; Samuel ; Zoe.

Yew May ; Chrissy ; Zoe.

Being ME as usual..

Sammy! :D

Rachel Tee. :)

LOL @ Michelle! So cute weii.

WYM : Zadok's Big Sister.

Yong Xiangggggg. The 'sixteen' year old kid. :P

Guanny ; Chillis Chuck.

Funny guys. xD

Aaron Cheong!

Mel sayang in action.

Aaron a.k.a OBAMA. :D

Chrissy & Yew May.

Chrissy. ♥

DORM LOVE:

Big sister ; Bigger sister ; Small monkey. xD

Su Sanne ; Christine ; YewMay.

Stephen: BC 2010 Boyband. xD
LOL @ Clement. HAHA

Ihavenoideawhybut I think this is funnay. HAHA.

Me: WHAT IS THAT NEXT TO MEEE??!
Hooi Siang: WOOHOO! Zoe next to me. :D

Kah Wei Zadok's Big Brother. (being lala as usual. xD kiddingg)
We love you, BB!

Yong xiang and Hooi Siang. xD

LAST DAY CRAZE:

Mummy & Anak. ♥

Mel with our mum. ♥♥

Rachel ; Sammy ; Emmie.

Family portrait: Mummy, Mel, Zoe.

AWW! Isn't he just the cutest??!? :D

Guanny the Gentleman a.k.a gundik Guan a.k.a Ah Guan

-Low Choon Guan. (:

My favourite phrase..

ZACH ATTACK! :D

Ai Lyn ; Liu Jie ; Stephie.

Learned alot from this year's camp. Preach JESUS and NOTHING ELSE.

He has to be FIRST in your life.

PEOPLE NEED JESUS. :)

Thanks alot Jaya Kor and Uncle Dexter too.

I MISS TEAM ZADOK ALREADY.

*credits to SAMUEL LEE, AI LYN CHEW and CHRISTINE LEE for the pictures. :D

Random. :)

2010-12-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

It's kinda late now. I knoww.. bad for health. :P HAHAHA. But what the hoo-haa la.

"she's so pretty, but she won't know it.. will she?" i wonder who. :)

Yeah. Here I am. LORD, please change me. Change me, O God. Give me a willing heart. A heart that longs after you. Work in me Your miracles. I love You, LORD.

Grenade.

Text. You.

2010-12-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

I miss texting you just to wish you good morning. :)

Or texting you in the evening just to ask how your day went. Random texts and 'take care's or 'i love you's don't exist anymore.

I miss texting you till late at night just so we could accompany each other, or just so that i know you're fine.

I miss texting you. D:

Do Not Sin In Your Anger.

2010-12-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

Psalms 4

1 Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness!

You have given me relief when I was in distress.
Be gracious to me and hear my prayer!

2 O men, how long shall my honor be turned into shame?
How long will you love vain words and seek after lies? Selah
3 But know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself;
the Lord hears when I call to him.

4 Be angry, and do not sin;
ponder in your own hearts on your beds, and be silent.

5 Offer right sacrifices,
and put your trust in the Lord.

6 There are many who say, “Who will show us some good?
Lift up the light of your face upon us, O Lord!”

7 You have put more joy in my heart
than they have when their grain and wine abound.

8 In peace I will both lie down and sleep;

for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.

Psalms 5

1 Give ear to my words, O Lord;
consider my groaning.

2 Give attention to the sound of my cry,
my King and my God,
for to you do I pray.

3 O Lord, in the morning you hear my voice;
in the morning I prepare a sacrifice for you and watch.

I will wait on You, Lord. No one else. :)

Depends.

Shiokalingam.

2010-12-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

Backs from bible camp. If you ask me how BC 2010 was, I'll give you the same answer I gave everyone who asked.

"Amazing. Great. Fantastic. Special. Meaningful. Refreshing. Emotional. Interesting. :) "

HAHA. yupp, this year's bc was definitely special. Digging deeper into His word. Things revealed to us. Unmasking people. Everything. Camp felt like it was over wayyyy too soon.

I was in team ZADOK with Yew May as big sister, Ai Lyn, Emmilyn, Kah Wei as Big Brother (again), Lemuel and Zac as Asst. Big Brothers and Ben. The rest of the people we got know better by the second day lah.

My team, of course, was AMAZING. simply truly wonderful people. :)

Will do a post on bible camp (i really hope i keep to it) soon. When Christine posts up the pictures. I MISS YOU GUYS!